tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49198700350646575942023-11-15T05:03:08.370-08:00The Discord, That's Me!Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.comBlogger96125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-72977706957780369602013-09-25T01:19:00.001-07:002013-09-25T01:19:07.541-07:00A letter to my future Girlfriend<div style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.399999618530273px; line-height: 20px;">
Dear Future Girlfriend,</div>
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I hope you don't see love letters cheesy and olf-fashioned, it's just that it's one of the ways i know i can say my feelings.</div>
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It does feel weird writing to you considering that you do not exist. Or rather you exist; I am just unaware of your existence. But I’m not losing hope that someday we will finally meet. And in time, we will fall in love and write our own fairytale. I am the prince, you are the princess and of course, we will live happily ever after. Never mind if this is just wishful thinking.</div>
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Most people begin relationships based on physical attraction. It's a major cause that leads people to neglect the most important areas of creating a quality relationship. I've already come across some nice looking girls, gorgeus in their own way, i've been lucky enough to be with some of them. but like you, im still searching for that Ms. Right, Yes, im not looking for Ms. Perfect but Ms. Right.</div>
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Please understand that I’m not perfect. I’m very far from being one. So, I hope that you will love me the way I am. I’ve had only five relationships prior to ours so don’t expect me to be smooth in any means. I’m not even romantic but I love doing cheesy stuffs. I will ask you to go out with me on a tissue paper, or if you like, I will just shout it in public, loud and clear. On our first date as a couple, allow me to bring you to my house. I will introduce you to my mom and sisters ( i have 2 by the way) as my girlfriend. That’s the time that we know that you have me and that I have you.</div>
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I don’t know how to cook but for you I’ll try my best. I just hope that you won’t laugh at me if it get burned, turned to mush or taste like paste. But I assure you that I look handsome in an apron. I would really love to calm you down when you’re pissed. It makes me glad to see your mood lighten up, especially knowing that I am the reason behind the smiles. </div>
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I don’t have a good singing voice but for you I will sing. Sorry if I am out of tune but believe me, it’s the best that I can do. I play the drums but i think you wouldn't love my music, it's just that some girls find it so annoying and loud, but it would be really sweet if you can ride with it.</div>
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I hope you're spiritual and rational at the same time. I respect you believing and with the greater intelligence that control all things that surrounds us but please don't kill me if my beliefs somewhat contradicts yours. Please do respect my belief as much as i respect yours.</div>
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I want us to share each other lives but i don't want everything to be just the two of us. I want you to understand that im just a part of your life as you're to mine. I want our relationship to extend to our families, friends and even GOD.</div>
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I want to say that im not the type of the BF that wants you to be exactly the way i wanted to. I love you the way you are.</div>
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As of now, I don’t have a clue on how we will meet. I don’t know how long we will be together or how we will break up. I don’t know too much about love. All I know is that true love is not only loving the person you are with but loving the person you become as a result of the person you are with. I know one day I’ll find you. I know you will find me too. Just keep believing in love and destiny will bring us together and soon enough, i'll prove to you, that i indeed is worth the wait.</div>
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RJ Jacinto</div>
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Your Future Boyfriend</div>
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Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-83028984250153251832013-09-25T01:18:00.003-07:002013-09-25T01:18:51.674-07:00Metamorposis ng isang relasyon<div style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.399999618530273px; line-height: 20px;">
"Everything has to come to an end" yan ang sabi nila. Kailan mo nga ba masasabing tapos na ang isang relasyon (let's make it clear na ang tinutukoy ko ay bf/gf relationship)?</div>
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Kapag nagbreak? Kapag hindi na nagkikita? Ang hirap palang simulan ang isang artikulong tungkol sa katapusan. Sabi nila 2 bagay lang ang patutunguhan ng isang relasyon kasal o break-up, either way kailangan mong mamili. Pero paano nga ba humahantong ang isang relasyon sa "FINAL STAGE"? Daming tanong sa isipan ko, hindi ko alam paano sasagutin. Siguro masasagot ko lang bakit natapos ang aming relasyon kung babalikan ko ang simula.</div>
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*Time Travel*</div>
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<strong>STAGE 1:</strong> Anong pangalan mo?</div>
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Siya at ako ay totally strangers sa simula. Kapatid siya ng barkada ko pero hindi ko siya kilala. Bagong uwi lang daw siya galing probinsya sabi ng barkada ko kaya hindi ko pa siya nakikita. Natatandaan ko pa nung una ko siyang nakilala, Naglalaro ako ng DOTA ng pumasok siya sa computer shop at since malapit ako sa pinto eh napatingin agad ako sa kanya.</div>
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"Xet! ang ganda nun oh!"</div>
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sabay kalabit sa katabi kong barkada ko at turo sa kanya.</div>
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"Gago! di talo yan, kapatid yan ni Miko"</div>
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"Di nga?!"</div>
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"Oo, gago! tanungin mo pa siya"</div>
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"Wala naman akong sinabi ah, tsaka nagandahan lang ako sa kanya!" sabay isip, "sayang!"</div>
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I tried to ignore her (since kapatid nga siya ng barkada ko). Nalaman ko na crush pala siya ng bantay ng computer shop. So ang kuya mo nag raise ng white flag. talo na bago pa magsimula. (yun ang akala ko).</div>
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<strong>STAGE 2</strong>: First Interaction</div>
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Unang paguusap namin ay isa sa mga nakakatawang pangyayari sa kwentong ito.</div>
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Umaga, Pagkagising ko pinagtripan ako ng mga gangster sa kanto namin, gulpihan, ang ending napunta ako sa presinto. menor de edad pala yung ginulpi ko.</div>
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Sira na ang umaga ko, nakulong pa ako. BADTRIP</div>
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kinagabihan naglalaro ako sa PC13, dumating siya. narinig ko siyang tinanong yung bantay kung anong oras ang time ko.</div>
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"hanggang madaling araw na yan jan" sabi ni apro.</div>
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"ay, nagpareserve ako sa'yo ah"sabi nya.</div>
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"oo nga, kaso nauna siya eh"</div>
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"palipatin mo na lang"</div>
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"gusto mo bang gulpihin ako nyan?"</div>
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tiningnan ko sila sabay ngiti, "bukas ka pa makakapaglaro kung hihintayin mo ko" sabay tawa.</div>
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nagpaparinig siya sa likod ko. sabi ni apro siya daw kumausap sa akin. sa sobrang kulit nya tumayo na lang ako. "apro naranasan ko na din kulitin ng babaeng yan" sabay tayo sa PC. hindi ko na lang sinabing "pasalamat ka, crush kita."</div>
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sinilip ko ang facebook nya sabay pagalis nya, inadd ko siya. at take note pinatagay ko siya noong birthday ko.</div>
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it's pathetic to see what a guy can do just for the right girl, but it paid off. dahil sa facebook (at sa pasimple kong pangugulit) nakuha ko ang number nya.</div>
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paano?</div>
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eto ang eksaktong paguusap namin sa facebook nya</div>
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punta daw keu ni jc d2 s pwesto sabi ni miko... ukie2? muy bien?</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 8, 2010 at 9:22pm</div>
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dito ako bahay eh :) wahhaa</div>
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Marose Chiva August 8, 2010 at 10:47pm</div>
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ukie...</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 8, 2010 at 10:49pm</div>
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d p din ba pwede pmuntang shop si miko?</div>
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Marose Chiva August 8, 2010 at 10:51pm</div>
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bantay sya til 12... relyebo kami kasi di pumasok ung tindera namin...</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 2:43am</div>
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ahh, ganun ba ruffa :) ^^</div>
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Marose Chiva August 9, 2010 at 3:47am</div>
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Adik.</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 3:53am</div>
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wahaha ako nnmn adik empfefe ;) ^^</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 3:53am</div>
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bakit di ka pa tulog? lalake eyebags mo nyan :)</div>
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Marose Chiva August 9, 2010 at 3:55am</div>
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malaki na talaga.. ahaaaiist.. ge lang, para maii mapaggmitan yung concealer namen...</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 3:55am</div>
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wahaha ^^ woo tologo long ha :)) ano nakapagGM ka na? sabi ko sau damay mo ko sa GM mo :))</div>
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Marose Chiva August 9, 2010 at 3:59am</div>
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ha?... tinamad ako kagabi eh... tska, ka-gt ba kita? :))</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 3:59am</div>
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wahaha di ko nga alam nunmber mo eh :)</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 4:00am</div>
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wahaha di ko nga alma kung ano number mo eh ;) im very sure wala ka ding number ko :) paano mo ko sasama sa GM :))=)) IMba</div>
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Marose Chiva August 9, 2010 at 4:11am</div>
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Exactly my point, gusto mo isama kita sa gm ko pero di mo binigay no. mo... oh diba ang galing?... hehehehe, muy bien!</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 5:30pm</div>
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09166157027</div>
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Marose Chiva August 9, 2010 at 6:49pm</div>
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here's mine..09168214660...</div>
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BGM: PARA PARAAN ANG PAGKAKATAON</div>
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At xempre tinext ko agad siya, nung una ayaw nya magreply, pero siyempre kinulit ko siya</div>
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<strong>STAGE 3: Habulang Ligawan</strong></div>
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Marami ang magsasabi at magaagree sa akin kung sasabihin kong eto ang pinakamasarap na STAGE ng isang relasyon.</div>
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Ang gusto ko lang noon is to know her more.</div>
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1. Tumambay sa facebook page nya - comment ako ng comment sa mga pictures nya (panay pangugulit) di ko pa siyempre pwedeng sabihing "Ang ganda mo".</div>
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2. Tanong ako ng tanong ng things about her kapag magkatext kami. (xempre!)</div>
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3. All i wanted to do is to hang out with her- i can still remember na may swimming ang barkada ko (yung kapatid nya) nung nalaman kong siya ang magluluto, kahit 4am pa ng umaga yun, nagvolunteer akong sasama ako sa pagluluto (kahit paghihiwa lang ang alam kong gawin) ang resulta, ang lalaki ng mga patatas at ang liliit daw ng mga karots, tagumpay ang AFRICHADO!.</div>
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4.Siya lang din ang gusto kong katext - ignore lahat ng mga katext ko, siya lang ang nirereplyan ko. hehehe wag kayong magagalit sa akin, inlab ang kuya mo eh :) umaabot kami hanggang umaga magkatext.</div>
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5. Siya din ang priority - wala akong pakialam kahit nasa CR ako or naliligo, may special tone siya sa CP ko, para alam kong siya ang nagtetext, titigil ako sa ginagawa ko at rereplyan xa. (baka magalit di pa ako itext hehe)</div>
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6.at kapag nakikita ko siya may kung anik anik sa tyan ko , kinakabahan din pala ako hahahaha.</div>
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7. ininvite ko siya sa cooking lesson ng TESDA. nagenrol kasi yung kapatid nya, *LIGHTBULB on my head* invite ko para magkasama kami. ang reason ko, hindi kasi ako marunong magluto kaya dapat matuto ako (ang totoo gusto ko lang siyang makita araw-araw)</div>
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HIDDEN MESSAGE: PLEASE PUMAYAG KA PARA MAGKASAMA TAYO *cross fingers* tagumpay! pumayag!</div>
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Siya ang pinakaperpektong babae para sa akin.</div>
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Paano naging kami?</div>
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during the time na magkatext kami nasabi nya sa akin na ang mga crush nya gusto niyang maging bf</div>
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naamin ko na din sa kanyang crush ko xa at sana maging crush nya din ako</div>
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*sulpot, sobrang cheesy*</div>
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the day before maging "officially kami" nagtext xa</div>
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"crush na kita"</div>
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"so you mean?"</div>
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"remember what i told you about sa mga crushes ko?"</div>
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NGIIIITTTTTIII ang kuya mo!</div>
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Ang sarap ng feeling! ehehehe</div>
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sa mga simpleng salitang iyon, nagsimula ang aming relasyon which eventually leads us to STAGE 4</div>
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<strong>STAGE 4: Pulot-pukyutan</strong></div>
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Dito na naging masaya ang lahat, pwede na namin ipakita ang nararamdaman namin para sa isa't-isa. *wala ng holding hands tapos pag may nakakita bitaw wahaha*</div>
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Pwede na naming gawin lahat ng gusto naming gawin ng walang magtatanong bakit namin ginagawa yun.</div>
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ang sarap, ang babaeng mahal ko ay minahal na din ako.</div>
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Nameet ko ang iba pa nilang kapatid, Mas may reason ako para tumambay sa bahay nila. Lagi kaming magkasama and all. Sobrang saya. Sobrang sweet namin. Everything is magical.</div>
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Pero dumating ang panahong unti-unting nagiging normal ang lahat. Nasa Stage 5 na pala kami.</div>
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<strong>STAGE 5: Ikaw at ako: ang tunay na tayo.</strong></div>
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Nakilala na namin ang isa't-isa,Kilalang kilala ko na siya. alam ko na mga trip nya, nawala yung sense of discovery and something new. Well normal lang naman daw yun sa couples, maganda nga daw yun. walang pakitang-tao, walang paimpress. kumportable kami sa isa't-isa. NAGING MASYADONG KUMPORTABLE. hindi namin na work-out ang mga hindi namin gusto. Lumala ang stage 5, mahirap man aminin, napunta kami sa stage 6.</div>
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<strong>STAGE 6: Pagputok ng lobo</strong></div>
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Well sabi nga nya noon. feeling nya we're not growing as a couple. maxado na kaming kumportable. problems arises. yung iba ginagamit ang stage na to work on their relationships, di ko alam kung hindi na nataken for granted na ba namin ang isa't-isa, dumating na ata sa puntong hindi na namin kayang ayusin. Nagiiba na ang lahat.</div>
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<strong>STAGE 7: Pagsuko</strong></div>
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Halos araw-araw may away, minsan di na namin alam bakit kami nagaaway. Nakakalimutan na niya yung mga nakaset na lakad namin and nalalate na din ako sa mga lakad. Kung dati lagi kaming magkasama, sa stage na to gusto na nya ding magkaroon ng oras sa sarili nya. As this arises, the distance grew. at sa paglaki ng distansya nagbabago ang mga tao. feelings are not the same anymore. We've tried to fix things. Naguusap ng mga dapat gawin. pero i think it's not enough, we ignored things that eventually piled up. Nagiba na ang lahat. May sumuko na.</div>
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<strong>STAGE 8: Ang Katapusan (wag sana)</strong></div>
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Siya at ako ay dumating sa katapusan, sumuko na siya.WORST STAGE ever. hindi ko alam kung paano at bakit pero dumating kami dito. Ayaw ko sana umabot sa puntong ito pero yun ang gusto nya. I'll do anything just to make her happy. Even if it means me sacrificing. Kung ako ang tatanungin gusto ko pa sanang isalba ang aming relasyon, pero mukhang huli na ang lahat, Nakapagdesisyon na siya. Eto na yung stage na maghihiwalay kami ng landas, Landas na magbabalik sa amin kung saan kami nagsimula -- Estranghero sa isa't-isa.</div>
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<strong>STAGE 9: Pabalik sa nakaraan</strong></div>
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Andito kami ngayon sa stage na ito, or should i say ako na lang. Marami ang pagbabago, sobrang dami na parang imposible na ang lahat para sa'yo. Love is short but forgetting takes so long. Isa ito sa pinakamahirap na stage. Babalik ba sa stage 1 or kakalimutan na ang lahat, yan ang masasagot mo sa stage na ito. Dito ka matututong umasa, Magmahal kahit nasasaktan at kung ano ano pang kala mo ay hindi mo kaya. The distance will grow. Eventually dito ka masasaktan ka ng sobra lalo't malalaman mong may iba na siya. At kahit subukan nyong kalimutan ang nakaraan at maging magkaibigan ulit, things will never be the same. Magkahiwalay na daan na ang tinatahak namin. Hindi ko alam kung kailan kami ulit magkikita.</div>
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Depende sa iyo kung lilimot ka o aasa pa. Kung lilimot ka, lahat ng pinagsamahan nyo ay ilagay mo na dapat sa anino ng nakaraan. Ako iniisip ko nga kung nangyari ba talaga ang lahat. At eto ako, kasama ang mga bagay na nakakapagpaalala sa akin na minsan ang isang estranghero ay naging pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay ko. Napapangiti na lang ako, minsan umiiyak. Pero hindi ko siya sinisisi at andito ako sa stage na ito. nirerespeto ko ang desisyon niya. Mahal nya ako, maybe hindi lang iyon sapat para hindi ako saktan.</div>
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Pero natatapos nga ba ang lahat sa paghihiwalay? Para sa akin hindi. Pwede mong gamitin ang space na ito para maisort nyo ang mga mali ng nakaraan. Naniniwala ako na kung para sa'yo ang isang tao, kahit gaano pa katagal kayo pinaghiwalay ng pagkakataon, gagawa at gagawa ang tadhana ng paraan para magkakilala ulit kayo, Balik sa stage 1, kapag tama na ang mali at pwede na ang hindi.</div>
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Gusto ko sanang sabihin sa'yo (Baka sakaling isa ka din sa mga nagbabasa ng blogs ko)</div>
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Kahit pinaglayo tayo ng tadhana at ikaw ay masaya na, Lagi mo sana maalalang kahit saglit sa buhay mo, may dumaang RJ na nakapagpasaya at nagmamahal PA DIN sa'yo. I'll always be thankful na nakilala kita, hindi ko pinagsisisihang minahal kita. Sana ikaw din.</div>
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I'll always be right here for you. Still hoping na sana magkaroon pa ulit ng chance na makabalik tayo sa Stage 1.</div>
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and lets leave it on stage 4 :D</div>
Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-27287925356830231602013-09-25T01:18:00.001-07:002013-09-25T01:18:35.618-07:00Metamorposis ng isang relasyon<div style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.399999618530273px; line-height: 20px;">
"Everything has to come to an end" yan ang sabi nila. Kailan mo nga ba masasabing tapos na ang isang relasyon (let's make it clear na ang tinutukoy ko ay bf/gf relationship)?</div>
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Kapag nagbreak? Kapag hindi na nagkikita? Ang hirap palang simulan ang isang artikulong tungkol sa katapusan. Sabi nila 2 bagay lang ang patutunguhan ng isang relasyon kasal o break-up, either way kailangan mong mamili. Pero paano nga ba humahantong ang isang relasyon sa "FINAL STAGE"? Daming tanong sa isipan ko, hindi ko alam paano sasagutin. Siguro masasagot ko lang bakit natapos ang aming relasyon kung babalikan ko ang simula.</div>
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*Time Travel*</div>
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<strong>STAGE 1:</strong> Anong pangalan mo?</div>
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Siya at ako ay totally strangers sa simula. Kapatid siya ng barkada ko pero hindi ko siya kilala. Bagong uwi lang daw siya galing probinsya sabi ng barkada ko kaya hindi ko pa siya nakikita. Natatandaan ko pa nung una ko siyang nakilala, Naglalaro ako ng DOTA ng pumasok siya sa computer shop at since malapit ako sa pinto eh napatingin agad ako sa kanya.</div>
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"Xet! ang ganda nun oh!"</div>
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sabay kalabit sa katabi kong barkada ko at turo sa kanya.</div>
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"Gago! di talo yan, kapatid yan ni Miko"</div>
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"Di nga?!"</div>
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"Oo, gago! tanungin mo pa siya"</div>
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"Wala naman akong sinabi ah, tsaka nagandahan lang ako sa kanya!" sabay isip, "sayang!"</div>
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I tried to ignore her (since kapatid nga siya ng barkada ko). Nalaman ko na crush pala siya ng bantay ng computer shop. So ang kuya mo nag raise ng white flag. talo na bago pa magsimula. (yun ang akala ko).</div>
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<strong>STAGE 2</strong>: First Interaction</div>
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Unang paguusap namin ay isa sa mga nakakatawang pangyayari sa kwentong ito.</div>
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Umaga, Pagkagising ko pinagtripan ako ng mga gangster sa kanto namin, gulpihan, ang ending napunta ako sa presinto. menor de edad pala yung ginulpi ko.</div>
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Sira na ang umaga ko, nakulong pa ako. BADTRIP</div>
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kinagabihan naglalaro ako sa PC13, dumating siya. narinig ko siyang tinanong yung bantay kung anong oras ang time ko.</div>
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"hanggang madaling araw na yan jan" sabi ni apro.</div>
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"ay, nagpareserve ako sa'yo ah"sabi nya.</div>
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"oo nga, kaso nauna siya eh"</div>
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"palipatin mo na lang"</div>
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"gusto mo bang gulpihin ako nyan?"</div>
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tiningnan ko sila sabay ngiti, "bukas ka pa makakapaglaro kung hihintayin mo ko" sabay tawa.</div>
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nagpaparinig siya sa likod ko. sabi ni apro siya daw kumausap sa akin. sa sobrang kulit nya tumayo na lang ako. "apro naranasan ko na din kulitin ng babaeng yan" sabay tayo sa PC. hindi ko na lang sinabing "pasalamat ka, crush kita."</div>
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sinilip ko ang facebook nya sabay pagalis nya, inadd ko siya. at take note pinatagay ko siya noong birthday ko.</div>
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it's pathetic to see what a guy can do just for the right girl, but it paid off. dahil sa facebook (at sa pasimple kong pangugulit) nakuha ko ang number nya.</div>
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paano?</div>
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eto ang eksaktong paguusap namin sa facebook nya</div>
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Marose Chiva August 8, 2010 at 9:14pm</div>
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punta daw keu ni jc d2 s pwesto sabi ni miko... ukie2? muy bien?</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 8, 2010 at 9:22pm</div>
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dito ako bahay eh :) wahhaa</div>
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Marose Chiva August 8, 2010 at 10:47pm</div>
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ukie...</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 8, 2010 at 10:49pm</div>
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d p din ba pwede pmuntang shop si miko?</div>
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Marose Chiva August 8, 2010 at 10:51pm</div>
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bantay sya til 12... relyebo kami kasi di pumasok ung tindera namin...</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 2:43am</div>
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ahh, ganun ba ruffa :) ^^</div>
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Marose Chiva August 9, 2010 at 3:47am</div>
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Adik.</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 3:53am</div>
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wahaha ako nnmn adik empfefe ;) ^^</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 3:53am</div>
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bakit di ka pa tulog? lalake eyebags mo nyan :)</div>
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Marose Chiva August 9, 2010 at 3:55am</div>
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malaki na talaga.. ahaaaiist.. ge lang, para maii mapaggmitan yung concealer namen...</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 3:55am</div>
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wahaha ^^ woo tologo long ha :)) ano nakapagGM ka na? sabi ko sau damay mo ko sa GM mo :))</div>
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Marose Chiva August 9, 2010 at 3:59am</div>
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ha?... tinamad ako kagabi eh... tska, ka-gt ba kita? :))</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 3:59am</div>
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wahaha di ko nga alam nunmber mo eh :)</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 4:00am</div>
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wahaha di ko nga alma kung ano number mo eh ;) im very sure wala ka ding number ko :) paano mo ko sasama sa GM :))=)) IMba</div>
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Marose Chiva August 9, 2010 at 4:11am</div>
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Exactly my point, gusto mo isama kita sa gm ko pero di mo binigay no. mo... oh diba ang galing?... hehehehe, muy bien!</div>
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Richardson Yu Jacinto August 9, 2010 at 5:30pm</div>
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Marose Chiva August 9, 2010 at 6:49pm</div>
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here's mine..09168214660...</div>
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BGM: PARA PARAAN ANG PAGKAKATAON</div>
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At xempre tinext ko agad siya, nung una ayaw nya magreply, pero siyempre kinulit ko siya</div>
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<strong>STAGE 3: Habulang Ligawan</strong></div>
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Marami ang magsasabi at magaagree sa akin kung sasabihin kong eto ang pinakamasarap na STAGE ng isang relasyon.</div>
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Ang gusto ko lang noon is to know her more.</div>
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1. Tumambay sa facebook page nya - comment ako ng comment sa mga pictures nya (panay pangugulit) di ko pa siyempre pwedeng sabihing "Ang ganda mo".</div>
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2. Tanong ako ng tanong ng things about her kapag magkatext kami. (xempre!)</div>
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3. All i wanted to do is to hang out with her- i can still remember na may swimming ang barkada ko (yung kapatid nya) nung nalaman kong siya ang magluluto, kahit 4am pa ng umaga yun, nagvolunteer akong sasama ako sa pagluluto (kahit paghihiwa lang ang alam kong gawin) ang resulta, ang lalaki ng mga patatas at ang liliit daw ng mga karots, tagumpay ang AFRICHADO!.</div>
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4.Siya lang din ang gusto kong katext - ignore lahat ng mga katext ko, siya lang ang nirereplyan ko. hehehe wag kayong magagalit sa akin, inlab ang kuya mo eh :) umaabot kami hanggang umaga magkatext.</div>
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5. Siya din ang priority - wala akong pakialam kahit nasa CR ako or naliligo, may special tone siya sa CP ko, para alam kong siya ang nagtetext, titigil ako sa ginagawa ko at rereplyan xa. (baka magalit di pa ako itext hehe)</div>
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6.at kapag nakikita ko siya may kung anik anik sa tyan ko , kinakabahan din pala ako hahahaha.</div>
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7. ininvite ko siya sa cooking lesson ng TESDA. nagenrol kasi yung kapatid nya, *LIGHTBULB on my head* invite ko para magkasama kami. ang reason ko, hindi kasi ako marunong magluto kaya dapat matuto ako (ang totoo gusto ko lang siyang makita araw-araw)</div>
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HIDDEN MESSAGE: PLEASE PUMAYAG KA PARA MAGKASAMA TAYO *cross fingers* tagumpay! pumayag!</div>
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Siya ang pinakaperpektong babae para sa akin.</div>
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Paano naging kami?</div>
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during the time na magkatext kami nasabi nya sa akin na ang mga crush nya gusto niyang maging bf</div>
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naamin ko na din sa kanyang crush ko xa at sana maging crush nya din ako</div>
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*sulpot, sobrang cheesy*</div>
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the day before maging "officially kami" nagtext xa</div>
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"crush na kita"</div>
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"so you mean?"</div>
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"remember what i told you about sa mga crushes ko?"</div>
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NGIIIITTTTTIII ang kuya mo!</div>
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Ang sarap ng feeling! ehehehe</div>
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sa mga simpleng salitang iyon, nagsimula ang aming relasyon which eventually leads us to STAGE 4</div>
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<strong>STAGE 4: Pulot-pukyutan</strong></div>
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Dito na naging masaya ang lahat, pwede na namin ipakita ang nararamdaman namin para sa isa't-isa. *wala ng holding hands tapos pag may nakakita bitaw wahaha*</div>
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Pwede na naming gawin lahat ng gusto naming gawin ng walang magtatanong bakit namin ginagawa yun.</div>
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ang sarap, ang babaeng mahal ko ay minahal na din ako.</div>
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Nameet ko ang iba pa nilang kapatid, Mas may reason ako para tumambay sa bahay nila. Lagi kaming magkasama and all. Sobrang saya. Sobrang sweet namin. Everything is magical.</div>
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Pero dumating ang panahong unti-unting nagiging normal ang lahat. Nasa Stage 5 na pala kami.</div>
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<strong>STAGE 5: Ikaw at ako: ang tunay na tayo.</strong></div>
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Nakilala na namin ang isa't-isa,Kilalang kilala ko na siya. alam ko na mga trip nya, nawala yung sense of discovery and something new. Well normal lang naman daw yun sa couples, maganda nga daw yun. walang pakitang-tao, walang paimpress. kumportable kami sa isa't-isa. NAGING MASYADONG KUMPORTABLE. hindi namin na work-out ang mga hindi namin gusto. Lumala ang stage 5, mahirap man aminin, napunta kami sa stage 6.</div>
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<strong>STAGE 6: Pagputok ng lobo</strong></div>
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Well sabi nga nya noon. feeling nya we're not growing as a couple. maxado na kaming kumportable. problems arises. yung iba ginagamit ang stage na to work on their relationships, di ko alam kung hindi na nataken for granted na ba namin ang isa't-isa, dumating na ata sa puntong hindi na namin kayang ayusin. Nagiiba na ang lahat.</div>
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<strong>STAGE 7: Pagsuko</strong></div>
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Halos araw-araw may away, minsan di na namin alam bakit kami nagaaway. Nakakalimutan na niya yung mga nakaset na lakad namin and nalalate na din ako sa mga lakad. Kung dati lagi kaming magkasama, sa stage na to gusto na nya ding magkaroon ng oras sa sarili nya. As this arises, the distance grew. at sa paglaki ng distansya nagbabago ang mga tao. feelings are not the same anymore. We've tried to fix things. Naguusap ng mga dapat gawin. pero i think it's not enough, we ignored things that eventually piled up. Nagiba na ang lahat. May sumuko na.</div>
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<strong>STAGE 8: Ang Katapusan (wag sana)</strong></div>
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Siya at ako ay dumating sa katapusan, sumuko na siya.WORST STAGE ever. hindi ko alam kung paano at bakit pero dumating kami dito. Ayaw ko sana umabot sa puntong ito pero yun ang gusto nya. I'll do anything just to make her happy. Even if it means me sacrificing. Kung ako ang tatanungin gusto ko pa sanang isalba ang aming relasyon, pero mukhang huli na ang lahat, Nakapagdesisyon na siya. Eto na yung stage na maghihiwalay kami ng landas, Landas na magbabalik sa amin kung saan kami nagsimula -- Estranghero sa isa't-isa.</div>
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<strong>STAGE 9: Pabalik sa nakaraan</strong></div>
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Andito kami ngayon sa stage na ito, or should i say ako na lang. Marami ang pagbabago, sobrang dami na parang imposible na ang lahat para sa'yo. Love is short but forgetting takes so long. Isa ito sa pinakamahirap na stage. Babalik ba sa stage 1 or kakalimutan na ang lahat, yan ang masasagot mo sa stage na ito. Dito ka matututong umasa, Magmahal kahit nasasaktan at kung ano ano pang kala mo ay hindi mo kaya. The distance will grow. Eventually dito ka masasaktan ka ng sobra lalo't malalaman mong may iba na siya. At kahit subukan nyong kalimutan ang nakaraan at maging magkaibigan ulit, things will never be the same. Magkahiwalay na daan na ang tinatahak namin. Hindi ko alam kung kailan kami ulit magkikita.</div>
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Depende sa iyo kung lilimot ka o aasa pa. Kung lilimot ka, lahat ng pinagsamahan nyo ay ilagay mo na dapat sa anino ng nakaraan. Ako iniisip ko nga kung nangyari ba talaga ang lahat. At eto ako, kasama ang mga bagay na nakakapagpaalala sa akin na minsan ang isang estranghero ay naging pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay ko. Napapangiti na lang ako, minsan umiiyak. Pero hindi ko siya sinisisi at andito ako sa stage na ito. nirerespeto ko ang desisyon niya. Mahal nya ako, maybe hindi lang iyon sapat para hindi ako saktan.</div>
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Pero natatapos nga ba ang lahat sa paghihiwalay? Para sa akin hindi. Pwede mong gamitin ang space na ito para maisort nyo ang mga mali ng nakaraan. Naniniwala ako na kung para sa'yo ang isang tao, kahit gaano pa katagal kayo pinaghiwalay ng pagkakataon, gagawa at gagawa ang tadhana ng paraan para magkakilala ulit kayo, Balik sa stage 1, kapag tama na ang mali at pwede na ang hindi.</div>
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Gusto ko sanang sabihin sa'yo (Baka sakaling isa ka din sa mga nagbabasa ng blogs ko)</div>
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Kahit pinaglayo tayo ng tadhana at ikaw ay masaya na, Lagi mo sana maalalang kahit saglit sa buhay mo, may dumaang RJ na nakapagpasaya at nagmamahal PA DIN sa'yo. I'll always be thankful na nakilala kita, hindi ko pinagsisisihang minahal kita. Sana ikaw din.</div>
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I'll always be right here for you. Still hoping na sana magkaroon pa ulit ng chance na makabalik tayo sa Stage 1.</div>
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and lets leave it on stage 4 :D</div>
Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-27642741575191562562013-05-13T09:29:00.000-07:002013-05-14T08:15:27.815-07:00Chaos Online: Mini-Review<br />
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<strong>MOBA</strong> is the most famous game genre here in our country. Games like League of Legends, DotA and DOTA 2 has been dominating the vast gamers' market.</div>
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Now, a new MOBA is trying to penetrate the gaming scene. <strong>Chaos Online</strong> just released it's PH server and is now catering to the Filipino gamers.</div>
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For those who didn't know, Chaos Online started very much like dota. Chaos Online started as a Mod-map (Customized) of WarCraft named Chaos DOTA. Due to the popularity of the game, Neoact decided to make a Chaos it's own platform thus Chaos Online is born.</div>
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I've been playing Chaos Online for quite sometime now and I can say it really has the potential to capture the community's hearts.</div>
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Below are a few features of the said game. I've also wrote some observations and things that the developer might want to take a look at. Now let's take a look at what might be the next big thing in PH Gaming scene:</div>
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1. Like Other MOBA games, heroes are divided into 2 groups: Immortal Legion and Divine Uniion. Both faction contained unique set of heroes thus making the game more unpredictable.</div>
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2. Unlike DotA, heroes are not for free. You need to buy them via 3 ways:</div>
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<li>By In-Game Gold - Everytime you play a game, you'll receive gold that you can use to buy in-game items as well as heroes.</li>
<li>By Yellow points - You can buy yellow points to unlock unowned heroes</li>
<li>By Red Points - Everyday, each player will be given 3 free red points. it will give you access to an unowned hero but unlike yellow points, you can't buy red points</li>
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Personal note: I like how Chaos Online made a way so that players will have to play more and more to gain access to unowned heroes.</div>
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3. Like LoL, Heroes can be upgraded via cards.</div>
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4.The map is bigger than DOTA thus travelling from top to bottom is hard. You can use the wayportals at each neutral camps to travel faster but you can only use the portals twice per game.</div>
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5. Defenses are much stronger than those of DOTA and LoL. In order to push, you need to break 2 first towers, 1 guardian, another tower and a mighty bird at the 3rd. there's also 4 towers defending the main throne.</div>
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6. Items can be bought anywhere on the map. Consumables are also permanent in the slots that you can find at the bottom right panel.</div>
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7. There's also a back-to-camp system in Chaos Online but unlike LoL, You're invulnerable when you press "z" making it a good escaping tool during ganks.</div>
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<b>So here's my observation (rather shoutouts to the developer) about the gameplay: (this is just my personal opinion)</b></div>
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1. Please take that healing fairy out - Thinking how to kill an enemy without being killed is a necessary skill to be called a good player. You have to calculate the skills and the attacks you have to do in order for kill to be successful, however, adding a random healing system on the game make the game more of a "lucky" one than a "strategic" one.</div>
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2. Please add the deny system - Strength heroes in Chaos Online is quite powerful. STR heroes can boost up their HP by up to 2000+ during the first 3 minutes of the game thus making farming easier. Adding the deny system will balance the farming capacity of these heroes via denies that will prevent them from getting easy 6 packs.</div>
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3. Nerf the anti-magic potion - Nukers are at a very good disadvantage on this game due to the presence of the anti-magic potion. If you're a nuker faced with a killer hero, you have to buy ward of deneutralization and your own AM potion just to have a decent exchange of damage. Make it more expensive or the cooldown longer to balance things out.</div>
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4. Nerf "holder" skills - skills like the "Bondage" of Edelyn and Flame Shackles of Tersia is so imba considering that it can hold the enemy for almost 5 seconds, considering that it's only a normal skill and not an ultimate.</div>
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5. Let us be free in choosing our items - One of the frustrating things in CO is the lack of freedom of item choices. You can only buy 1 of each kind of "Ultimate Items", Unlike DOTA 2, you can't see the combination of an item if it's not part of the "suggested" items. This makes the player more dependent on the "Suggested" items than their own builds. Please just make the suggested items "suggested" rather than required.</div>
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6. what will we do with a lot of gold? - after having your 6 packs, you can't spend the gold you'll farm after that. You'll just gonna use it for the consumables which only cost less than 500. I suggest you insert the buy-back system or whatever. Just make something that we can use those golds.</div>
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7. Please add a Teleport scroll - using only the warpgates to defend your base is really frustrating. Taking the TP scroll out is just making the split push strategy very very strong. Imagine a full itemed akasha pushing the bottom while her teammates are pushing the top. If you're in the middle of the map, this spells a very very bad GG because you can't do anything about that. Adding the TP system makes it more balanced.</div>
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8. Make the value of gold higher - High Gold drop, Cheap tier 3 items makes the gold seems useless. Some of the heroes are aggressive in nature thus harassing the opponents a must. preventing the enemy to farm up while farming your items is already a basic logic. But at the mid game, those early harassments won't take it's toll as the farmers can easily buy their items due to the bad balance of the in-game economy.</div>
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9. Please do something about the control group - Micro is a necessity when playing a MOBA or an RTS. It's more of how you control your units and how to manouver them. But for Chaos Online, I find it so hard to micro especially those heroes that got some illusion skills. For example, Leonic, How will you control his illusions when you can't event click them? You just attack ground and pray that all your illusions attack the same target your main hero is attacking?Please add a drag-box so that we can select our units well.Also add a control group function (Ctrl + bind) or (Shift + bind) so that we can easily micro. I know koreans got high APMs when playing but please do think that even SC:BroodWar got these functions. It's not because you control 1 hero means you can only control 1 unit. </div>
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I have a lot more to comment but that makes this short review more of a novel. I know the game is still new and much can be worked on. I hope in my own little way, i've helped the community. Goodluck Chaos Online!</div>
Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-20415826701540070682011-10-24T10:35:00.000-07:002011-10-24T10:36:51.241-07:00Unspoken words<div>Dear Janine,</div><div><br /></div><div>I've been thinking about you lately, honestly, i've memorized every details of your face by just staring at your pictures. Every night i can sleep with a smile on my face coz you're the last one i talked with but i don't wanna tell you that I long to see your face again, im scared that it might scare you away. I don't wanna tell you that sometimes i think of you and smile. I really don't know if I should tell you that i have this feelings for you already.</div><div><br /></div><div>You're a busy woman, a graduating student, i've been there and i know how things work in times like that. But I don't know how long i can stick around and be just another friend. Please don't misunderstood the prior statement, im not hasting you nor telling you to accept what im saying. There's this urge to myself that's telling me to say these things to you, but im afraid.</div><div>I'm torn between the chance for everything and a price that I can't pay losing you is something that I'd never chose so I'll just have to wait but it bugs me everyday.</div><div><br /></div><div>You won't believe it, but i can't show you the best of me, i know i'm a jolly person whenever we talk to, but all i can say is all my jokes and funny things about me, i can't even show you my serious side, not that i'm hiding it, nor that it'll make me look so handsome if you'll know it, it's just that every time I'm talking with you I just seem to lose my head and spend my time admiring instead. You're such a wonderful person. You're fun to talk with and i can already sense the intelligence and the maturity in you. You really shine with your personality eventhough you're saying you're not that kind of a person. Well maybe you don't see what i see in you.</div><div><br /></div><div>But time came that i don't know if i'll have the chance to say it to you, i don't know if i can still talk to you after this night. Honestly i don't know if you'll read this letter. I don't want any tables unturned, words not spoken, i always believe that the answer is always NO for people who don't ask.</div><div><br /></div><div>I don't know how long before it breaks me down inside and all my strength has gone away, and i don't want to suffer lifetime of remorse for not saying this.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Im falling for you.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I hope if you've read this nothing will change or if ever change is inevitable, i hope it's for the better. </div>Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-57556520063889150342011-09-26T03:04:00.000-07:002011-09-26T03:08:18.901-07:00Be my Light<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 15px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); " >Lately, I've been thinking bout you.<br />Baby, you don't know what I'm going through.<br />But every time, when I look at your face,<br />I forget about all my problems, baby, 'cause you lighten up my days.<br /><br />Bridge 1:<br />And whenever I'm with you, it feels so right.<br />So I ask you this one question, girl, "Won't you please be mine?"<br /><br />Chorus:<br />I've been walking this dark road once again.<br />Girl you're the one I choose to light my way.<br />Whatever you ask, I'll do.<br />'Cause I care so much about you.<br />You're always on my mind.<br />I need you to be by my side.<br />I want you to be mine oh mine<br />For all time.<br /><br />Verse 2:<br />So beautiful are those sparkling eyes.<br />So wonderful; with you I'd never ever cry.<br />I want you to know, you're the one I'll always treasure.<br />How else can I show that we've got something special?<br /><br />Bridge 2:<br />Girl I know this may be hard to understand.<br />That's why I ask of you one chance to let me be your man.<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />'I've been walking this dark road once again.<br />Girl you're the one I choose to light my way.<br />Whatever you ask, I'll do.<br />'Cause I care so much about you.<br />You're always on my mind.<br />I need you to be by my side.<br />I want you to be mine oh mine<br />For all time.<br /><br />Girl I know this may be hard to understand.<br />That's why I ask of you one chance to let me be your man.<br />And whenever I'm with you, it feels so right.<br />So I ask you this one question, girl, "Won't you please be mine? please be my light"<br /><br />'Cause I'm falling for you.<br />Girl you're the one I choose.<br />Whatever you ask, I'll do.<br />'Cause I care so much about you.<br /><br />[Chorus] x2<br />I've been walking this dark road once again.<br />Girl you're the one I choose to light my way.<br />Whatever you ask, I'll do.<br />'Cause I care so much about you.<br />You're always on my mind.<br />I need you to be by my side.<br />I want you to be mine oh mine<br />For all time.</span>Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-24372618755452207702011-07-15T13:59:00.003-07:002011-07-15T14:02:26.365-07:00The journey to become a Grand Master<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px; "><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"JUST A KID"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">Im gonna start thinking of the future by looking into the past.My interest in computer gaming started when i was just about 4 years old. As a kid, i grew up playing computer games. My grandfather owned an arcade place just across our house in tondo. I played almost everything, from the Family Computer to NES to SEGA to Playstation 1. I played almost all consoles but my journey to PC gaming started when i was in grade 6.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"INTRODUCTION TO THE CYBER WORLD"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I'm in a playstation rental shop when the owner asked me to play the newly installed Gameboy Emulator in his PC (I played Pokemon on that PC if i remember it correctly). Then he introduced me to Red Alert. A strategy war game that really caught my interest. I instantly fell inlove with Red Alert but that love didn't lasted for quite a while. I got bored with just playing with AIs. I craved for real competition so i searched on the internet what game is "in". This started my competitive Gaming stage.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"COMPETITION WAR CRY"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">The craving for competition was answered when a friend introduced me to COUNTER- STRIKE, a first-person shooting game, I was a highschool student back then (2002) when my classmates are talking about the "him killing him with a 4-4" and how humiliated he was when my other classmate <em>Saksak</em> him. So i was curious about what the hell are they talking about. So when the class ended we went to a PC Rental Shop and i was mesmerized by so many people playing the game. I told myself this is it! this is the real deal.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I got addicted to Counter-Strike like hell. I cutted classes. Attend class only 3 times a week (which a good student have 6 a week). but hell who cares about my grades in HS. All I know is im enjoying playing. This is the first game i got serious with. Joined a team, Played with bets and we even joined tournaments.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">But to no avail my poor eyesight came to toll which affected my skills and made me quit the team and eventually the game.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"WELCOME TO THE PRO-GAMING WORLD"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><br /></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">Eventhough I quitted Counter-Strike, i can't erase the crave for playing in my system. "I need to look for a game that suits what I can do". I surfed on the net and stumbled upon WARCRAFT3. I've read so many good reviews about Warcraft 3 that made me wanted to try the game. My love for strategy game came back. The lack of competitiveness of playing with AIs was fulfilled by Warcraft 3. Strategy game with real people to play with. I found a new love in Warcraft 3. 4 Races:Undead,Night Elf (which i play), Orc and Human, 4 races that made me gaga over PRO-GAMING.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I was just researching about strategies for Night Elf when i stumble a Korean Pro-Gamer (My ultimate IDOL) named MoOn. Jang jae ho is the best Night Elf player in the world. He's even called the fifth race in Warcraft 3. that's the time I realized that gaming is a career in Korea. so i asked myself "Can I be like Moon?" I trained hard and played hard just to be like him. then the bubble popped when I learned that Warcraft 3 is not that widely known in our province. End of the line for my not-even-starting-career.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"DOTA ERA"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><br /></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong> </strong>With lack of competitive tournaments and even losing some local Warcraft 3 players, I almost quitted playing. I need to get my grades back (which fell miserably because of my Warcraft3 training) but Gaming God wasn't ready to give up yet. A friend of mine introduced me to a Warcraft 3 MAP. Defense of the Ancients. being a warcraft 3 player i instantly fell in love with DOTA. I just wanted to enjoy the game and no plans for being pro because im afraid that the history might repeat itself, being serious with playing a game and then meet a dead-end.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">But the popularity of DOTA is not the same as Warcraft 3. Me moving from Laguna to Manila, i realized that DOTA is really popular, and not just popular. it's played with a lot of Local Tournaments. My dream was awakened once more.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">"DOTA IS THE ANSWER" i told myself. so I played and trained and teamed up with my "friends" (back then) and joined some tournaments in the metro. Pacific hosted the most prestigious DOTA tournaments back then and it was team "FLOW" who is number 1 team back then.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">"I wanna be like them, earning while doing their passion". I always believe of what Confuscious said "Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life. "I was with a friend of mine who's in Team Pag-ibig back then and told me "Kung gusto mo magkapera at magkababae maglaro ka ng DOTA, magpakaPRO ka, ayun ayus na yun." so i trained with him. We formed a team with our friends and played in Tondo. We even go to other places just to train and play with bets. It was a fun time for me. This is a dream coming true.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">Came to the time that I already wanna quit my schooling and just play. I cutted classes which leaded for my scholarship to be cancelled. It was a wake-up call for me. I have to regain my scholarship back. I have to choose: To play or to stop schooling. Funny but i really went to my former teacher and asked her about this. I told her that I really want to play but I can't balance playing competitively and studying. She told that I have to choose and left me with an eye-opener. "There's a real world out there, don't be a prison of a short-time dream. Dream big" so I told my teammates i have to leave the team and focus on my study. It's a hard time for me since we've worked so hard and i have to leave the team as our team is starting to make a name for itself.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"DREAM ENDED"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><br /></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I focused on my study and found a work as soon as I've graduated. I only play casually and just for enjoyment. but my friends invited me to play RAN ONLINE, a MMORPG online, at that time my friend is widely known as the strongest player on that game. He promised me to help me if i'll play. So I play, or rather "Ghost Player" if you think about it. I only pay the person who will "Pilot" my character. Got to the highest level and bought a armor set worth P10,000. My character became well-known in Ran Online.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"Start of my journey to be Grand Master"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I was just browsing on my friend's list when i stumble upon a post on my college classmate's wall.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">"oi mineski mino". I've known Mineski since i played DOTA. It's a company that promotes Pro-gaming and E-sports here in the country. so i was just curious and asked my friend RAM MINO what he plays and he answered "StarCraft 2"</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I heard StarCraft Broodwar when i was playing Warcraft 3. it's one of the game i tried back then but didn't got my attention because of the poor graphic (sorry SC peeps, i found Warcraft 3's graphic more amusing).</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">So I asked him "turuan mo nga ko nyan, gusto ko maglaro eh, naghahanap ako ng bagong laro na pwede kong laruin."</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">he instantly answered with a yes.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">then he invited me to a facebook group named "StarCraftPH".</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">i researched about the game and find it appealing.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>GOOD GRAPHICS+GREAT GAMEPLAY = A VERY GOOD GAME</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><br /></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">but what really inspires me to play is not the game itself but the people of the SC community.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">They are so helpful with newbies like me. They answered every questions i've asked and still answering every question i ask and i know they'll still answer the questions i'll be asking.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I didn't hear anything like " ambobo mo naman, hindi ganyan!"</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">i only hear "ganito gagawin mo kapag ganyan gagawn ng kalaban", "ok lang yan, practice lang", "Oh mayaman ka masyado, magexpand ka, dun mo lagay."</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">they're really helping me to be a better player.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I really find a place where i can still play, have a good time, gained some new friends and i will surely won't lose a single friend because of playing because in this game there's no one to blame if you lose but yourself.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I don't care if some of my DOTA playmates before (not from tondo) told me "bakit di ka na lang ulit magDOTA?, bakit nagstarcraft ka pa? hindi naman sikat yan."I don't play for fame. I just want to play. I just want to compete.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> I want to prove myself that someday i can be like Moon...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">"When im Grand Master I will play faster. They'll call me Bjonwa, just like my name was flash" -Temp0</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><em>I want to thank the Starcraft Community for welcoming me and Special Thanks to the D-Leaguers and my Coaches Ram "Mski Yax"Mino and Paolo "Mski Jabito" Javier.</em></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><em>LET'S SUPPORT E-SPORTS. LET'S MAKE E-SPORTS A THREAT TO OTHER SPORTS. StarCraftPH FIGHTING!</em></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><em><br /></em></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><em><br /></em></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><em style="font-weight: bold; ">-</em>Richardson "xOxO" Jacinto</p></span>Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-65861401793821094342011-07-15T13:59:00.001-07:002011-07-15T13:59:41.901-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 16px; "><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"JUST A KID"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">Im gonna start thinking of the future by looking into the past.My interest in computer gaming started when i was just about 4 years old. As a kid, i grew up playing computer games. My grandfather owned an arcade place just across our house in tondo. I played almost everything, from the Family Computer to NES to SEGA to Playstation 1. I played almost all consoles but my journey to PC gaming started when i was in grade 6.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"INTRODUCTION TO THE CYBER WORLD"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I'm in a playstation rental shop when the owner asked me to play the newly installed Gameboy Emulator in his PC (I played Pokemon on that PC if i remember it correctly). Then he introduced me to Red Alert. A strategy war game that really caught my interest. I instantly fell inlove with Red Alert but that love didn't lasted for quite a while. I got bored with just playing with AIs. I craved for real competition so i searched on the internet what game is "in". This started my competitive Gaming stage.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"COMPETITION WAR CRY"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">The craving for competition was answered when a friend introduced me to COUNTER- STRIKE, a first-person shooting game, I was a highschool student back then (2002) when my classmates are talking about the "him killing him with a 4-4" and how humiliated he was when my other classmate <em>Saksak</em> him. So i was curious about what the hell are they talking about. So when the class ended we went to a PC Rental Shop and i was mesmerized by so many people playing the game. I told myself this is it! this is the real deal.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I got addicted to Counter-Strike like hell. I cutted classes. Attend class only 3 times a week (which a good student have 6 a week). but hell who cares about my grades in HS. All I know is im enjoying playing. This is the first game i got serious with. Joined a team, Played with bets and we even joined tournaments.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">But to no avail my poor eyesight came to toll which affected my skills and made me quit the team and eventually the game.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"WELCOME TO THE PRO-GAMING WORLD"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">Eventhough I quitted Counter-Strike, i can't erase the crave for playing in my system. "I need to look for a game that suits what I can do". I surfed on the net and stumbled upon WARCRAFT3. I've read so many good reviews about Warcraft 3 that made me wanted to try the game. My love for strategy game came back. The lack of competitiveness of playing with AIs was fulfilled by Warcraft 3. Strategy game with real people to play with. I found a new love in Warcraft 3. 4 Races:Undead,Night Elf (which i play), Orc and Human, 4 races that made me gaga over PRO-GAMING.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I was just researching about strategies for Night Elf when i stumble a Korean Pro-Gamer (My ultimate IDOL) named MoOn. Jang jae ho is the best Night Elf player in the world. He's even called the fifth race in Warcraft 3. that's the time I realized that gaming is a career in Korea. so i asked myself "Can I be like Moon?" I trained hard and played hard just to be like him. then the bubble popped when I learned that Warcraft 3 is not that widely known in our province. End of the line for my not-even-starting-career.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"DOTA ERA"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong> </strong>With lack of competitive tournaments and even losing some local Warcraft 3 players, I almost quitted playing. I need to get my grades back (which fell miserably because of my Warcraft3 training) but Gaming God wasn't ready to give up yet. A friend of mine introduced me to a Warcraft 3 MAP. Defense of the Ancients. being a warcraft 3 player i instantly fell in love with DOTA. I just wanted to enjoy the game and no plans for being pro because im afraid that the history might repeat itself, being serious with playing a game and then meet a dead-end.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">But the popularity of DOTA is not the same as Warcraft 3. Me moving from Laguna to Manila, i realized that DOTA is really popular, and not just popular. it's played with a lot of Local Tournaments. My dream was awakened once more.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">"DOTA IS THE ANSWER" i told myself. so I played and trained and teamed up with my "friends" (back then) and joined some tournaments in the metro. Pacific hosted the most prestigious DOTA tournaments back then and it was team "FLOW" who is number 1 team back then.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">"I wanna be like them, earning while doing their passion". I always believe of what Confuscious said "Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life. "I was with a friend of mine who's in Team Pag-ibig back then and told me "Kung gusto mo magkapera at magkababae maglaro ka ng DOTA, magpakaPRO ka, ayun ayus na yun." so i trained with him. We formed a team with our friends and played in Tondo. We even go to other places just to train and play with bets. It was a fun time for me. This is a dream coming true.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">Came to the time that I already wanna quit my schooling and just play. I cutted classes which leaded for my scholarship to be cancelled. It was a wake-up call for me. I have to regain my scholarship back. I have to choose: To play or to stop schooling. Funny but i really went to my former teacher and asked her about this. I told her that I really want to play but I can't balance playing competitively and studying. She told that I have to choose and left me with an eye-opener. "There's a real world out there, don't be a prison of a short-time dream. Dream big" so I told my teammates i have to leave the team and focus on my study. It's a hard time for me since we've worked so hard and i have to leave the team as our team is starting to make a name for itself.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"DREAM ENDED"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I focused on my study and found a work as soon as I've graduated. I only play casually and just for enjoyment. but my friends invited me to play RAN ONLINE, a MMORPG online, at that time my friend is widely known as the strongest player on that game. He promised me to help me if i'll play. So I play, or rather "Ghost Player" if you think about it. I only pay the person who will "Pilot" my character. Got to the highest level and bought a armor set worth P10,000. My character became well-known in Ran Online.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>"Start of my journey to be Grand Master"</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I was just browsing on my friend's list when i stumble upon a post on my college classmate's wall.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">"oi mineski mino". I've known Mineski since i played DOTA. It's a company that promotes Pro-gaming and E-sports here in the country. so i was just curious and asked my friend RAM MINO what he plays and he answered "StarCraft 2"</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I heard StarCraft Broodwar when i was playing Warcraft 3. it's one of the game i tried back then but didn't got my attention because of the poor graphic (sorry SC peeps, i found Warcraft 3's graphic more amusing).</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">So I asked him "turuan mo nga ko nyan, gusto ko maglaro eh, naghahanap ako ng bagong laro na pwede kong laruin."</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">he instantly answered with a yes.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">then he invited me to a facebook group named "StarCraftPH".</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">i researched about the game and find it appealing.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong>GOOD GRAPHICS+GREAT GAMEPLAY = A VERY GOOD GAME</strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">but what really inspires me to play is not the game itself but the people of the SC community.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">They are so helpful with newbies like me. They answered every questions i've asked and still answering every question i ask and i know they'll still answer the questions i'll be asking.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I didn't hear anything like " ambobo mo naman, hindi ganyan!"</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">i only hear "ganito gagawin mo kapag ganyan gagawn ng kalaban", "ok lang yan, practice lang", "Oh mayaman ka masyado, magexpand ka, dun mo lagay."</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">they're really helping me to be a better player.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I really find a place where i can still play, have a good time, gained some new friends and i will surely won't lose a single friend because of playing because in this game there's no one to blame if you lose but yourself.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">I don't care if some of my DOTA playmates before (not from tondo) told me "bakit di ka na lang ulit magDOTA?, bakit nagstarcraft ka pa? hindi naman sikat yan."I don't play for fame. I just want to play. I just want to compete. I want to prove myself that someday i can be like Moon.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; ">"When im Grand Master I will play faster. They'll call me Bjonwa, just like my name was flash" -Temp0</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><em>I want to thank the Starcraft Community for welcoming me and Special Thanks to the D-Leaguers and my Coaches Ram "Mski Yax"Mino and Paolo "Mski Jabito" Javier.</em></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "> </p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><em>LET'S SUPPORT E-SPORTS. LET'S MAKE E-SPORTS A THREAT TO OTHER SPORTS. StarCraftPH FIGHTING!</em></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><em><br /></em></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><strong><em><br /></em></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 11px; line-height: 1.5em; "><em style="font-weight: bold; ">-</em>Richardson "xOxO" Jacinto</p></span>Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-40639719745771950062011-03-05T05:11:00.000-08:002011-03-05T05:21:53.691-08:00My Yellow Butterfly<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 13px; ">Today a little butterfly flew by me. I thought to myself where have you been my yellow butterfly?<br />You come into this world as a cocoon all by yourself and blossom into this beautiful butterfly and fly off to see the world. </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 13px; "><br />What you don’t realize little butterfly as you flutter through your days is how you touch those around you in your soft gentle way. You don’t even realize the wonder and awe you create around you.<br /><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 13px; ">She fluttered her wings toward me as if she was waving good-by as she headed towards the horizon.<br />She looked very happy and content as she went on her way, as if to say to me “Don’t worry I’ll be okay”. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 13px; "><br />I was sad to see her go for she had touched my heart in such a way that I knew my life would never be the same.<br />She had left an imprint of all the beauty life has to offer. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 13px; "><br />I knew each time I looked at another butterfly or horizon I would<br />remember our moment in time when it was only her and I.<br />I knew I would be a better person all because this little butterfly flew by me one bright sunny day.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >I'm still hoping that that yellow butterfly will be back for me.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >to love me, to touch my life again</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >to share laughters, tears</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >to share her lifetime with me.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">WRITER'S NOTE:</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i>Yellow is a bright color which represent the warmth of the sun, the HOPE for a new day, the HAPPINESS that it brings. (I WILL NEVER GIVE THAT HOPE UP, HOPING THAT SHE WILL COME BACK TO ME. AS MY YELLOW BUTTERFLY)</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i>Butterfly means RESURRECTION, ANOTHER LIFE. I see her as my butterfly, the one that gave me a NEW LIFE and I too, am a butterfly, because of her i won't be the same. i'm an ugly caterpillar before but she turned me to a beautiful butterfly, a better person.</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i>I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MARY ROSE TACAY CHIVA. You will always be my yellow butterfly.</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 13px; "><span style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div>Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-23660496270593550032010-11-11T03:07:00.000-08:002010-11-11T03:09:07.302-08:00Changed...After reading the book entitled "Purpose driven life" I came out with this. Hope you like it.<br /><br />GOD: Hello, did you call me?<br />ME: Called you? no who is this?<br />GOD: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So i thought I will chat with you.<br />ME: I do pray. Just to make me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.<br />GOD: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too!<br />ME: Don't you know? I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. Its rush hour all the time.<br />GOD: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.<br />GOD: Well, I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the meduim you are comfortable with.<br />ME: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messenging chat.<br />ME: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?<br />GOD: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.<br />ME: Why are we then constant unhappy?<br />GOD: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That is why you are not happy.<br />ME: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty.<br />GOD: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.<br />ME: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?<br />GOD: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without being fired. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience, their life becomes better, not bitter.<br />ME: You mean to say such experience is useful?<br />GOD: Yes, in every term. Experience is a hard teacher. It gives the test first and the lesson afterwards.<br />ME: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?<br />GOD: PROBLEMS are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons to Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggles and endurance, not when you are free from problems.<br />ME: Frankly, in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are.<br />GOD: If you look outside, you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.<br />ME: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?<br />GOD: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.<br />ME: In tough times how do we stay motivated?<br />GOD: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.<br />ME: what surprises you about people?<br />GOD: When they suffer they ask, "Why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me?" Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.<br />ME: Sometimes I ask, "Who am I, why am I here?" I can't get the answer.<br />GOD: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but process of creation.<br />ME: How can I get the best of life?<br />GOD: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.<br />ME: One last question, God. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered?<br />GOD: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO<br />ME: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the day with a sense of inspiration.<br />GOD: Well, keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and never doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-76415770658975863782010-10-11T09:09:00.001-07:002010-10-11T09:32:28.369-07:00Ako nga pala si RJ<br /><br />hayaan nyong ikwento ko sa inyo ang love story ko<br /><br />nagsimula ang lahat ng makita ko siya sa computer shop na tinatambayan namin<br /><br />kapatid ng barkada ko<br /><br />masungit, suplada, isnabera<br /><br />siya si mary rose<br /><br />ang babaeng hindi ko akalaing mamahalin ko ng ganito<br /><br />naging close kami ng maging text mate kami<br /><br />then eventually nagkagustuhan<br /><br />smooth sailing ang relasyon<br /><br />ng malaman nya ang lihim ko<br /><br />hindi ko naman sinasadyang itago sa kanya yun<br /><br />pero wala akong magawa<br /><br />nalaman nyang may iba akong girlfriend<br /><br />ooooppsss teka alam ko na sasabihin nyo<br /><br />manloloko ako at sinungaling<br /><br />hindi na ako mageexplain<br /><br />dahil kahit anong mangyari<br /><br />at kahit anong sabihin ko sinungaling pa din<br /><br />at manloloko ang labas ko<br /><br />pero hindi ko tinatago yun<br /><br />tatanggapin ko lahat ng sinasabi nila<br /><br />dahil alam kong mali ako<br /><br />umalis siya papuntang probinsya<br /><br />para magbakasyon<br /><br />lahat ng kaibigan nya<br /><br />pinayuhan na siyang iwan ako<br /><br />hindi ko naman sila masisisi<br /><br />kasi alam kong mali ako<br /><br />pero gusto ko lang malaman niya<br /><br />na isipin na niyang lahat ng sinabi at nangyari ay kasinungalingan<br /><br />pero sana maniwala siya kapag sinabi kong<br /><br />MAHAL KITA<br /><br />dahil sa lahat ng sinabi ko<br /><br />yun ang pinakatotoo<br /><br />mahal kita..<br /><br />mahal na mahalLe Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-48694370185118892882010-10-07T01:46:00.000-07:002010-10-07T02:09:41.319-07:00Huminto ang mundo.. natunaw ako<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Nakaupo sa harapan ng computer, Nakita ko ang sarili kong nakikinig ng kantang hindi ko alam kung bakit biglang pumasok sa kukote ko.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">"</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">We had the right love at the wrong time"<br /></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Somewhere down the road ni nina ang pumupuno sa aking mga tainga ng maisip ko siguro nga katulad lang din ng taong gumawa ng kantang to ang love story ko.</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">"Those dreams of yours are shining on distant shores and if they're calling you away, I have no right to make you stay."</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Wala akong karapatan kasi ako ang tumulak sa'yo palayo, kaya ngayon ang tingin mo sa akin ay isang malaking sinungaling at manloloko.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Hindi ko ginusto ang nangyari. Hindi ko din ginusto na itago ang lahat.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Makapal ang mukha ko kapag sinabi kong isa din akong </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">BIKTIMA. BIKTIMA DIN AKO NG SITWASYON</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Ironic diba? Hindi ako naniniwala sa "NO CHOICE" pero mukhang kakainin ko ang salita ko. Wala akong magawa. WALA.. Nakatali ako sa isang bagay na kumukulong sa akin at pumipigil maging masaya.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Gusto kong humingi ng tawad sa'yo, sa panloloko ko, sa pagsisinungaling ko, sa lahat.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Gusto ko lang malaman mo na ikaw ang pinakamagandang nangyari sa buhay ko, ikaw nagbigay ng saya sa akin, ikaw ang tanging babaeng nakarelasyon ko na nagpakita ng pagmamalasakit. Ikaw na lang ang natitirang dahilan ko para mabuhay. Pero ngayon wala ka na.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Naalala mo ba noong panahong kinakabahan ako dahil hindi ko alam ang sakit ko? For the first time sa buhay ko, noon lang ako nakaramdam ng ganoong takot. Natakot ako hindi dahil baka mamatay ako, natakot ako na baka maiwan kita. Natakot ako na ang tanging nagpapasaya sa akin ay maging malungkot. Natakot akong mawala sa buhay mo. Pero ikaw ang nawala sa buhay ko.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">"</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Sometimes good-byes are not forever</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">"</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Hindi ako naniniwala sa salitang forever pero ikaw ang taong nagturo sa aking maniwala sa salitang yun. Tinuro mo sa akin na may mga bagay na hindi abot ng logic ng isang tao, tinuro mo sa akin na hindi lahat ng bagay abot ng pagiisip mo. Siguro nga dapat lang akong maniwala dahil ngayon, yang mga linyang yan ang gusto kong paniwalaan at panghawakan.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">"Letting go is just another way to say I'll always love you so"</span><div style="overflow: hidden; text-decoration: none; border: medium none; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><br />Totoo nga ang sabi ng mga matatanda na ang hindi mo makikita ang halaga ng isang tao hangga't hindi siya nawawala sa'yo. Pero dapat ba akong maglet go sa isang bagay na mahal ko? Dapat ba akong maglet go sa isang taong gusto kong bumalik sa buhay ko?<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"Somewhere down the road our roads are gonna cross again it doesn't really matter when but somewhere down the road I know that heart of yours will come to see</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> that you belong with me."</span><div style="overflow: hidden; background-color: transparent; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; border: medium none;"><br />Hindi ako perpektong tao, may mga pagkukulang ako. Hindi ako santo. Sana sa muling pagkikita natin, Im much more of a better person, Im much more matured and Im much more braver na ipaglaban ang bagay na mahal ko.<br /><br />I wont say goodbye to you Mary Rose<br />What more correct is See you soon Miel, our kids are waiting for us.<br /><br />Iuberloveyoumielko.<br /></div><br /><br /></div><br /><div style="overflow: hidden; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); background-color: transparent; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; border: medium none; font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></div><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span>Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-79594396114578256142010-08-05T01:42:00.001-07:002010-08-05T02:17:49.697-07:00Why im an edge?<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">"My decision to abstain totally from <i>intoxication culture</i> has a lot to do with my desire for youth liberation. Maybe I don't want the privilege that comes with adulthood to destroy my body legally. Maybe I don't buy the arguments that only adults - being naturally superior to kids, according to adult chauvinist logic - are responsible enough to handle getting fucked up. I think the impressive thing is being strong enough to survive without getting fucked up - if becoming an adult means accepting the need to numb myself into accepting the status quo, then fuck it, I'm following Peter Pan and never growing up"</span></span></span>Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-33379043242643680842010-08-04T04:04:00.000-07:002010-08-05T01:33:25.575-07:00para sa mga mahilig maglaro ng YOYOAlam nyo naman cguro ung laruan na yoyo dba? yung bilog na may tali tapos bumabalik balik<br /><br />Ang sarap nya laruin. ewan ko pero basta pag hawak ko na sya parang ayaw ko na bitawan. <div><i>parang nakaka-hypnotize </i>pero hndi naman cguro. para lang syang nakaka-relax. ewan!<div><br />Masaya sya paglaruan pag marunong ka. Kapag napapabalik mo ung yoyo sa kamay mo. Mas masaya pag madami kang alam na tricks gaya ng <i>shooting star, walking the dog atbp (</i>yung mga nagpapahirap pero nagpapasaya sa paglalaro) mo diba pero mababadtrip ka lang at malulungkot kung hndi mo napapabalik ung yoyo. Kapag nag-sstay na lang sya sa baba pag ung tali mahaba na.<i>ayun pangit na</i>. It's either bibitawan mo na sya or papa-ikot mo ulit ung tali para makapaglaro ka ulit.<br /><br />Parang pagmamahal mo sa isang tao. Masaya magmahal kapag marunong ka. kapag napapabalik mo ang yoyo masaya,parang mahal mo, kapag malapit pa rin sau,pero syempre may times na nagkakaroon ng tampuhan kaya lumalayo ang tali sa yoyo. normal lang ung ganun. ung mga tricks, mga extra na lang un. pero syempre hndi ibig sabin ng tricks na yun ay mga tricks para makasakit. tricks na un ay para mas maging masaya ka sa paglalaro mo ng yoyo.<br /><br />Nakakalungkot kapag hndi mo napapabalik sa kamay mo ang yoyo. parang mahal mo, kapag nagkaroon ng gap sa inyo. gap dahil sa maraming factors,Isa na dun dahil hndi ka nga marunong maglaro/humawak. Nakakainis kasi kahit anong gawin mong hatak sa tali na nag-uugnay sa inyo wala kang magagawa para mabalik ang masaya mong paglalaro kasama ang iyong yoyo. Unless, aayusin mo sya talaga. aayusin mo ung mahabang tali na un. ung tali na nagkakabit sa inyong dalawa. kapag naayos mo na ok na, pero kapag hndi pa at kapag pinabayaan mo lang syang nakabitin dun walang mangyayari. ganun lang sya. parang wala ka nang yoyong hawak pero alam mo pa rin naman na andun lang sya alam mo dahil nandun pa ung tali.</div><div><br /></div><div>PERO kapag binitawan mo na ibang usapan na yun. Pero diba binibitiwan mo lang naman ung tali kapag sawa ka na. kapag ilang beses nang hndi bumalik ung yoyo,kapag sawa ka na sa kakaayos sa tali. At saka depende din ung pagbitaw sa taong may hawak. minsan may mga taong matiyaga, walang sawang inaayos ung tali. May iba naman na madaling magsawa, yung mga tipong ilang beses pa lang nasira ung paglalaro sa yoyo bibitawan na un tali. pag binitiwan mo na ang tali dahil nagsawa ka na sa kakaayos doon mawawala na ang control mo sa yoyo mo. wala na ang taling nagkakabit sa inyo.<br /><br />Minsan naman may ibang taong habang naglalaro ka gustong agawin ang yoyo mo. ok lang sana kung hndi na maayos yung tali. kapag naka-stay lang ang yoyo sa ibaba. ok lang na ibigay/ipahiram mo sa iba. pero nakakainis kapag HABANG naglalaro ka pa at nagsasaya gumagawa ng mga tricks at kung anu-ano pa, Tapos may isang batang aagaw sayo ng yoyo mo. pipigilan ang pag-ikot ng yoyo tapos pipiliting hilahin sayo ang tali. Syempre, ayaw mo naman ibigay agad un dba?! eh naglalaro ka pa eh! pero kapag ung bata ay malakas at pilit na hinihila ang tali, mapipilitan ka ng tanggalin ang tali at pabayaan na lang na makuha ng bata ang yoyo. syempre, masakit din sa daliri un! Minsan talagang hndi mo na makakayanan ang sakit..kaya napupunta na lang sa iba ang maganda mong yoyo. </div><div><br /><i>Ang sabi nila ang pinaka-sad na part ng paglalaro. kapag natigil kahit na gsto mo pa,wala kang magawa kasi masakit.</i><br /></div></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div><i>Pero naisip ba nila na mas masakit kapag ikaw yung yoyo at naghanap ang manlalaro mo ng mas bago dahil sawa na siyang laruin ka at later on marerealize nyang mas masarap kang laruin kasi napraktis ka na niya at siyempre ikaw naman magpapalaro ka ulit kasi hawak nya yung tali na humihila sa'yo.</i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div><i>MINSAN ANG MGA YOYO TANGA DIN PALA</i></div>Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-91742033026699929852010-08-02T03:50:00.000-07:002010-08-02T04:24:19.987-07:00Masakit para sa akin to<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;"><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Masakit man sa aking isulat ang artikulong ito tungkol sa mga kasing katawan at mga kamaganak ko</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">(figuratively and literally, kung bakit literal? tingnan nyo na lang po ang family tree namin at maging ako ay nagulat na kasama si DIOSDADO MACAPAGAL doon, Jacinto na, Macapagal pa. isa talaga akong bayani)</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">pero wala na akong maisip na mas angkop na hayop para ilarawan ang aking "pinsan".</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Maraming nagiging sakit ang hayop na baboy.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Inaasahang dadami pa ang mauusong sakit nila. Tanda n’yo pa kaya ang </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Foot-and-Mouth Disease? </span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Eh ‘yung</span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">hindi pa nalulumang scare ng </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Ebola virus? </span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Syempre, kilala natin ang </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Swine flu</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">, at bagong flu</span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">strains gaya ng Influenza C at Influenza A (at virus subtypes </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">na </span></span></strong><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">H1N1, H1N2, H3N1, H3N2, at H2N3</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">).</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Bukod sa pagiging inutil ng patabaing baboy ay ang katotohanang easy channel s’ya ng maraming sakit. Maraming risk ang pagkain ng hilaw at hindi-gaanong nalutong karne ng baboy. Ang pork ay binabahayan din ng maraming bulate gaya ng roundworm, pinworm, hookworm, atbp. Ganito ang isa sa mga paliwanag ni </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Rashid Shamsi</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> sa kanyang artikulong</span></span><em><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Why Islam Forbids Pork?</span></span></strong></em><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> :</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">“Amongst all animal flesh, pork is the favoured </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">cradle of harmful germs</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">. Pork also serves as a </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">carrier of diseases to mankind</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">. It is for this reason that its flesh is not suitable for consumption.”</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Bakit sa tingin mo sunod sunod ang problemang dala ng baboy? Kasaysayan ang isa sa mga makakasagot nito. Kasi naman, napaka-kulit ng tao. Sa una pa lang, marami nang pagbabawal ang ginawa. Ang ilan sa mga pagbabawal na ito ay ang mga sumusunod:</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">1. BAWAL SA KRISTYANO ANG BABOY</span></span></b></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Kung ang Lumang Testamento ang ating pagbabatayan, ipinagbabawal na noon pa</span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">ang pagkain ng baboy. ‘Yan ang sabi sa ‘kin ng isang Sabadistang chickboy na kaklase ko noon (at sa kamalas-malasan eh baka maging bayaw ko pa).</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Ang pagbabawal daw ng pagkain ng baboy ay nasusulat sa </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Leviticus 11:7-8 </span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">at<strong></strong></span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Deuteronomy 14-8</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">. Maraming variations ang passage na ito. Ang sabi sa </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">World English Bible</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">:</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">“The pig/sow/swine, because he has a </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">split hoof, and is cloven-footed</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">, but doesn’t chew the cud, he is unclean to you.”</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">"Sa tingin ko hindi naman biyak ang kuko ni Mike Arroyo"</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">. </span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">2. BAWAL DIN SA MGA ISRAELI ANG PAGKAIN NG BABOY</span></span></b></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Ganito ang sinasabi sa </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Jamieson-Fausset-Brown Bible Commentary</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">:</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">“…the swine is a filthy, foul-feeding animal, and</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> it </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">lacks</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">one of the natural provisions for purifying the system</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">… indulgence</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> in swine’s flesh is particularly liable to produce leprosy, scurvy, and various cutaneous eruptions…”</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> "Talaga ngang walang kakayahan ang mga BABOY para linisin ang sistema. Kaya pala marumi ang Pamahalaan ay dahil tinitirahan ito ng baboy. Tsk tsk."</span></span></i></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">3. BAWAL SA MUSLIM ANG PAGKAIN NG BABOY</span></span></b></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Nasusulat sa</span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religious_restrictions_on_the_consumption_of_pork#Qur.27an_prohibits_pig_consumption" style="color: rgb(81, 81, 81); text-decoration: none; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-bottom-style: dotted; border-bottom-color: silver; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Qur’an 16:115 at Qur’an 2:173</span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">ang mga dahilan kung bakit ipinagbabawal ng ISLAM sa mga Muslim ang pagkonsumo ng baboy</span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">.</span></span></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Sabi din sa napakaraming references sa Internet:</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">“Qur’an has prohibited the swine-flesh, hence the Muslims would not dare touch it. The Bible has also forbidden swine-flesh, but Christians disregarded this order… to practise hygiene and to attain purity of soul.” </span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Sa isang pinaka-simpleng pananalita, kung bakit ayaw ng Muslim sa baboy ay dahil sa prinsipyong: </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">You are what you eat</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">“The pig is naturally</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">lazy and indulgent in sex, it is dirty, greedy and gluttonous</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">. It dislikes sunlight and lacks the spirit and will to fight. It </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">eats almost anything</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">, be it human excreta or</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> anything foul and unwholesome.”</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">"Hindi tayo nagkakamali. Baboy nga ang mga nakaupo sa Kongreso at Senado."</span></i></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">4. BAWAL SA MGA RASTAFARI ANG PAGKAIN NG BABOY</span></span></b></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Ang mga Rastafari ay mga Jamaican, mga tipong hiphop ang porma,nagma-marijuana at mahilig sa reggae music. Sabi sa Wikipedia, ang libro din ni Leviticus ang batayan ng grupong ito sa pagkundena sa pagkain ng baboy.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">"Hindi kaya nagmamarijuana ang mga baboy? sabagay alcoholic lang sila, si mikee nga nakita pang namimili ng alak nung kasagsagan ng ondoy diba?"</span></span></i></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">5. BAWAL SA JUDAISM ANG PAGKAIN NG BABOY</span></span></b></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Gaya ng nasusulat sa </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Leviticus 11:7-8 </span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">at</span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></strong><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Deuteronomy 14-8, </span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">ang</span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">mga </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Judio</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> ay<strong></strong>hindi rin kumakain ng kahit anong hayop na nasa lupa kung hindi ito nagtataglay ng “</span></span><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kosher_foods" style="color: rgb(81, 81, 81); text-decoration: none; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-bottom-style: dotted; border-bottom-color: silver; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">kosher</span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> signs” (katumbas ng HALAL sa Islam).”</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">MASARAP ANG BAWAL</span></span></b></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></b></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Marami nang pagbabawal. Iba’t ibang kultura at relihiyon na ang nagsasabing bawal, pero ayaw sumunod ng makulit na tao. Sabi nga ng sikat at klisyey na kasabihan e “</span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">O anong sarap gawin ang bawal</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">.”</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Siguro paraan ito ni God (or kung sino mang ponsyo pilatong nagsabi na gusto yan ng "GOD"), ‘</span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">yung pagbibigay ng sari-saring sakit sa baboy</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">, para ipaalala sa mga tao na bawal nga ang pork sa katawang mortal. Ito rin malamang ang paraan ni God para ipaalam sa mga tao na may kaakibat na parusa ang pagkonsumo ng “masarap na bawal.”</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">PERO HINDI. Labas muna tayo sa usaping relihiyon. Magpaka-pragmatic at magpaka-praktikal na lang tayo. Ano ba ang papel ng baboy sa pulitika? </span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Naniniwala pa rin ako na impluwensya lang ng media ang lahat. Hindi lang ‘yan ang sakit ng baboy, madami pa. At hindi lang baboy ang may problema. Meron ding problema ang manok na kinukuto, ang ibon na may bird flu, ang baka na may mad cow, ang barangay hall na may mga ulol, ang Malakanyang na pugad ng mga gawaing </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">iniquitous</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">, atbp.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Kung bakit ganito tayo, at bakit ganito na lang ang takot ng mga tao sa Swine Flu ay dahil na rin sa sobrang pagse-sensationalize ng media sa mga isyu na kagaya ng H1N1 na ito. At ito naman ang sinasamantala ng mga negosyante para mag-promote ng kanilang mga produkto. Teka, lumalayo na naman ako…</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">AYAW KO NA NG BABOY</span></span></b></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Bakit nga ba ayoko na ng baboy kahit dati pa? </span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">May-kinalaman sa personal na panlasa</span></span></strong><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">.</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> Hindi ‘to mahirap ipaliwanag. Masyadong makapal ang adipose tissues ng karneng baboy na s’ya namang labis na inaayawan ng taste buds ko. Kaya hangga’t may pagpipilian ay ibang luto ang hinahanap ko. Hindi rin ako kumakain ng tinusok na baboy, pinaikot sa ibabaw ng apoy, at may kagat-kagat na apple.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Ipinagbabawal ni</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Doc</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> ang labis na pagkain ng baboy dahil sa dahilang may-kinalaman sa pagtaas ng cholesterol level. Hindi raw maganda ang dulot ng “animal sterol” sa presyon ng tao, sakit sa bato, at pagtaba. Hindi man sapilitang ipinagbawal ng doktor ang pagkonsumo ko ng pork, ipinapayo n’yang ‘wag sosobra sa pagkonsumo nito.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Baboy ang </span></span><span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">offensive</span></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">na tawag sa mga taong pwede namang tawaging chubby, plump, o flabby. Ayoko ng salitang baboy para sa mga matataba.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">"hindi ko akalaing tatamaan ako sa mga sinusulat ko, hay RJ baboy ka talaga."</span></span></i></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></i></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><i></i></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Sa Senado at Kongreso, Pork ang ugat ng katiwalian at kurapsyon. Ang Pork na ito ay napagkakamalang tumutukoy sa baboy. Kaya ayoko ng bagay na may kaugnayan sa baboy.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Sa kasalanang panggagahasa, baboy ang tawag sa mga kriminal. Ayoko ng baboy dahil ayoko ng ideya ng rape </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">(meet Romeo Jalosjos).</span></i></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Kapag dugyot ang isang tao, baboy ang tawag sa kanya. Ayoko ng madumi at ayoko ng dugyot. Kaya ayoko ng bagay na may kaugnayan sa baboy </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">(see my filthy room).</span></i></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">PS: Sarcasm included </span></span></i></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Baboy ang tawag sa mga kurakot </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">(visit the House of Representatives and the Senate).</span></i></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span>Baboy si Jalosjos, sa </span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">mata</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> ng tao </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">(dahil sa figure n’ya)</span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> at sa </span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">batas</span></span></strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> ng tao </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">(dahil manyakis s’ya)</span></i></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Baboy ang asawa ni PGMA, literally and figuratively </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">(self-explanatory)</span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Pero hindi baboy si Gloria,</span></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> Bakit? Sa liit noon biik lang yun mga tol, </span></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">BIIK!</span></span></b></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Baboy ang itatawag sa ‘yo kapag may nakahuli sa ‘yo na nagbubukas ka ng website gamit ang tag na “Pinay Scandal.”</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Baboy kaagad ang tingin sa ‘yo kapag nakita ng ibang tao na may porn site na lumabas sa web browser mo, kahit pa SPAM lang ang dahilan ng pag-pop out ng porn site na ito at hindi naman talaga intentional. </span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">"At alam nila yun kasi baboy din sila"</span></span></i></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Gaya ng Idol ko na si Lourd de Veyra ng Radio Active Sago Project, ayoko na rin ng baboy. Kawawang baboy.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><strong><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Kung bakit sunud-sunod ang problemang dala ng baboy, ay alam ko na ang sagot:</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">ITANONG NATIN SA MGA BABOY</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">.</span></span></span></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><strong><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><strong><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">*BGM: </span></span></span></strong></p><p style="margin-top: 1em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Habang bata pa. </span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Sa Damuhan maghabulan, </span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Magtampisaw sa ulan. DAHIL MINSAN LANG SILA BATA</span></span></b></p></span>Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-25039649773166595152010-04-19T10:06:00.000-07:002010-04-19T10:41:20.058-07:00Mama KryzOne of the reason why people get so sentimental it's because memories are the only things that don't change when everything else does.<br /><br />There are things in life that you can't hold on forever, no matter how hard you fight for it.<br /><br />Sometimes destiny isn't always good for everybody, It becomes playful.<br /><br />For example, when you meet someone and you've learned to love him/her, you thought that it was destiny that made your paths cross. But what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny created? making you realize that the person you've thought destined for you wasn't really meant to stay but only destined to make you feel loved and leave you when you're already fallen.<br /><br />It's not easy to state a reason when you decide to leave your love.<br /><br />Some might think it's just an excuse, Some may not believe you, some will blame you, some might even be mad at you.<br /><br />It hurts you even more to hurt someone, you know, who didn't deserved to be hurt especially when you can't state a reason why you have to leave but it hurts to hold on to something you never had<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">YOU CAN NEVER OWN SOMETHING THAT NEVER BEEN YOURS </span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br />SO LET GO OF THE THINGS YOU EXPECT TO LAST FOREVER.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">NOTHING LASTS FOREVER</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">FOREVER IS A LIE</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">EVERYTHING IS TRANSITORY</span><br /><br />So when you have something in your hand, put in mind that it's just borrowed so that when the time comes that you have to let go of that "thing" it wont take an eternity for you to move on.<br /><br />When your feelings for someone gets strong and you're thinking you can't control it, STOP and give your heart a time to breath and a time for you to think and balance the situation based on the reason not on emotion<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Because the saddest thing that can happen is when one falls in love while the other wants nothing but friendship</span></span>.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Love is magical but always remember that magic can also be an illusion<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span></span></span></span>There are times when I wish that I was limited to certain emotions so that i'll never have to experience pain, never feel betrayed or even disappointed but the same thing means i wont feel loved and to be love<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Just the thought of it scares the hell out of me</span><br /><br />So I decided to live, love and take whatever pain this life brings though its hard to wait around for something that i know will never happen because it's harder to stop when i know it's everything i ever wanted.Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-81077980732603006862009-12-03T03:29:00.000-08:002009-12-03T03:47:25.559-08:00Last RideShe died. <p> She was crossing an empty street when she was hit by a speeding bus. Her body flew in such a slow motion, she seemed to fly. But then the impact with the ground was inevitable. Her body crashed. Blood spilled on the asphalt. </p><p>It was a spectacular performance, and I was her only audience. I was the omniscient god that created her world- yes, the empty street, the need to cross it to reach the emptiness on the other side, the empty bus that crashed through her body, the blood. Her world was only these things. </p><p> She was lost. She jut saw the street and the fog on the other side. I gave her will. <i>Cross it</i>, I whispered. She didn't know what to do but to follow the only sound she could hear. She took a ginger step forward, and seeing nothing happened, followed it with another. Then another. And soon she was on the middle of the street, eager to reach the other side. </p><p>Then the bus came. It was empty of any soul to drive it but it came so fast. There wasn't even time to react. I couldn't stop it. I created the bus so he could ride it when he crossed the street, but something went wrong. Very wrong. </p><p> She didn't even see it coming. </p><p>I tried to stop the time. I guess that’s why her body reached the ground so slowly. I was master of her world but I couldn't stop is death. Like it was inevitable no matter how much in control I was. </p><p>There was no sound when she hit the road. Her body didn't even rebound. She just lay there in the middle of a pool of red. But- wait, she wasn't dead yet. She was alive! </p><p>I descended from the clouds and flew to his frail body. I ran as fast as I could. When I reached her I put her head on my lap and caressed her face. My dress was filled with his blood. I couldn't care less. </p><p>She opened her eyes and looked at me. She had such wonderful eyes. So playful, like she had the mind to suddenly jump up and shout "Just joking!", and then she would run from me and of course I would chase her, giggling and laughing until our bliss brings us on the other side of the street. Then we would ride the bus- that’s what it was supposed to be for- to heaven while making passionate love. </p><p> But she never did jump up. </p><p>She just looked at me. And then her eyes filled with tears. But...the tears never did fall. Because she closed her eyes before they had the chance. </p><p> She died. </p><p> And I woke up. </p> In tears- because now I know even if I was god, she still wouldn't be mine.Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-10967815627683945692009-12-01T10:25:00.001-08:002009-12-01T10:25:22.334-08:00Mush at the time of cholera<b>I am jaded.</b> <p>Not long ago, I found my true north. My existence suddenly gained essence. I was finally living not just for myself but for someone elses as well. Each day was total bliss. The world surprisingly changed its hue. There was peace… even just for a moment. </p><p><b>I was jaded.</b> </p><p>We were star-crossed lovers one time or the other. My life used to revolve around my paramour. Used to. </p><p><b>Two months and still counting…</b> </p><p>Parting is such sweet sorrow. So true. It’s like having a major hangover after the intoxication wears off from last night’s party. You feel nauseous, dehydrated, wasted, and dry. Mush suddenly loses meaning. Sweet-nothings translate into one word—crap. And like crap, you simply flush it down the drain. You are left with nothing but disillusionment. The world ain’t that great after all. Everything becomes gray. </p><p><b>Fast cars and rubber duckies…</b> </p><p>I have mastered the art of watching cars go by, without rational goal or purpose of course. I just love to let my mind wander. Every car carries my thoughts with it. All memory of my long lost paramour. Wishful thinking. No matter how much I try to wash off the pain and misery, I am faced with the fact that baths are now to be shared with rubber duckies. Lifeless rubber duckies. </p><p><b>Ramblings of a jilted lover.</b> </p><p>You promised me the stars… it seems that the clouds have hidden them from sight. You said forever… all you gave is just a moment. I guess forever is too long. You said you would stay. Stay with whom? You said, “I love you.” I love you for now? Well, screw love. </p><p><b>Mush at its finest</b> </p><p>I have done everything to cope with my loss—from watching cars to bathing alone, from downing alcohol to gazing at an overcast sky, from wishing to hoping, from rambling to writing… At the end of the day, all I have is mush, and no one to share it with. </p>A line from a popular song says, “You bleed just to know you’re alive…” I feel so alive right now. It must have been death when I was with my paramour for I didn’t know pain. To see the world through the eyes of the jaded was the biggest illusion of all. To love and to be loved for a while was the sweetest thing, even for a cynic.Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-68515595545236729652009-11-01T09:42:00.001-08:002009-11-10T09:29:30.956-08:00One express ticket to hellDo you have a minute or two? I know you’re probably busy with your heavenly and religious affairs, over pricing, maybe even Survivor: Palau, but I really think we should talk. <p> I, a dot in the cosmos, and you, the so-called creator of whatever was, is, and will be. That is, of course, assuming you exist... Nah, forget my asking for permission. I’d say what I have to say, whether you listen or not. Blame four years of high school Christian Living; it taught me that you gave every human being free will -- a gift I’d be more than happy to exercise now. </p><p>How would you like to start a religion business with me? Don’t worry, ownership is entirely yours. All I want is to be CEO. </p><p>Our company will sell products designed to meet every Catholic’s needs: The Complete Dummy’s Guides to Salvation, watches that recite one commandment every hour (which means you have to make two new commandments for 11 and 12 o’clock), God-approved contraceptives, cell phones with speed dialing features to heaven (press 1 for the Virgin Mother, press 2 for your favorite saint, press 3 for angelic assistance), Jesus-Mary-Joseph Christmas albums (first 1000 buyers get signed CDs), and a portable gadget that beeps every time a capital sin is committed by its owner’s special someone. Our product listing will have limitless possibilities; our market will include every living Catholic. </p><p>Since we can’t risk losing to piracy and we need to maximize profit, all merchandise will bear your official tamper-proof seal, a religion facts table (Recommended Daily Allowance, Moral Value per Serving) and a sticker that says “Hurry! Buy more products to accumulate more points! Every point you earn takes you one step closer to heaven!” </p><p>It is a religion company but it’s not religion per se that we’d be selling -- salvation is what your people are crazy about these days; it will thus be the focus of our marketing strategy. In the end, I’d be filthy rich, while you’d get all the good Catholic people from earth! </p><p>Now, before you send me straight to hell, relax. I was just kidding! Calm down, man. (Aww, sorry, for a second I forgot you’re a god!) Just trying to get your attention there. </p><p>Seriously though, I wouldn’t be shocked if one day I find myself walking into the religion (or should I say salvation?) section of a supermarket. I think my religion has today become too commercialized and too fanaticized to be believable. </p><p>For instance, I saw an almost full-page ad in the newspaper last month for Vatican ring tones, picture messages and logos. Since when did you endorse such pay-per-download services? </p><p>A church I pass by every weekend was demolished a couple of years ago to construct -- as the billboard says -- the “Church of the Millennium.” For some reason, the project was never finished and the church, in its present state, resembles a dilapidated marketplace. Tell me, what difference does it make if we pray to you in bahay-kubo chapels instead of in ornate basilicas? </p><p>Then there’s my high school teacher who reprimanded me for making the sign of the cross with my left hand, the same way my mother scolded me for removing the altar hanging on my bedroom wall. I cannot understand why. Perhaps they’re worried you might throw me into Satan’s den because of my heretical acts. Whoa! I’m scared. </p><p>Well, maybe I should be scared, unlike, say, the parishioners who spend thousands of pesos to dress-up their life-size Mama Mary images for the annual fiesta celebration; or the owners of the black Sto. Niño, of the doctor Sto. Niño, of the policeman Sto. Niño, of the sleeping Sto. Niño, of the beggar Sto. Niño and of the hamburger-addict Sto. Niño (Asereje Sto. Niño, anyone?); or the devout follower of the TV evangelist whose donation boxes are almost as tall as he is. </p><p>Things like these leave me with the question “What for?” Is it not enough that I believe in you? Frankly, I begin to doubt whether you really did create man or man created you so he could do whatever he wishes in life and yet be assured of a happy ending when he dies. </p><p>I realize I have no right to castigate others on how they worship you. After all, there’s no way of deciding whose right or wrong, is there? I’m just telling you these things because I want you to know that I’d like my salvation to ensue. If I would be praying, respecting my parents, abstaining from pre-marital sex, doing charity work or helping a stranger, it wouldn’t be because at the end of the day, I want my “good deeds” list to exceed my “bad deeds” list or because I want to get sure seats in heaven. It would simply be because I want to do these things. </p><p>Also, don’t be surprised if you see me skipping communion, if you find me confessing directly to you, or if you hear me omitting lines from the Apostle’s Creed. I’m getting tired of organized religion.<br /></p><p>Your preachers taught me how to pray but you've showed me how to lie, can you blame me for not believing anymore?<br /></p><p>If by living this way I’m buying myself an express ticket to hell, then so be it. Maybe hell isn’t such a bad place at all. Maybe they need me there.<br /></p><p>I guess that’s all I have to say. Thanks for your time, God. You’d better get back to work. </p>Ah, wait a minute, there’s one last thing: on the day I die, give St. Peter and his rooster a day off. I wouldn’t want to meet him at the gates; I want to see you there. Before you send me to my final destination -- wherever that is -- I’d like to hear what you have to say. That should be interesting.Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-81425311295582107012009-11-01T09:36:00.000-08:002009-11-01T09:38:01.034-08:00Langit, Lupa, ImpyernoMga boses na sintinis ng sirena ng pulis ang gumising sa kanya. <i>“Langit! Lupa! Impiyerno!”</i> Paulit-ulit ang pagkanta. <i>“Im-im-impiyerno! Saksak puso! Tulo ang dugo!”</i> Palakas nang palakas. <i>“Patay! Buhay! Aaaa-lis!”</i> Tumagilid siya at nagtakip ng unan sa tenga para muling makatulog, pero saka napili ng mga naglalaro ang taya; lalo lamang nagsigawan ang mga bata nang magsimula na silang maghabulan. <p>Punyeta. Sa dami ng kalye kung saan pwedeng maglaro, sa tapat pa ng bintana ng kwarto niya. Bumalikwas siya ng higa. Itinapon ang unan sa paanan. Kumapit sa magkabilang gilid ng kutson at itinulak ang sarili para makabangon. Umupo sa kama. Nilamukos ng kanang kamay ang mga mata habang kinakapa ng mga paa ang tsinelas sa sahig. Hindi pala siya nakapagpalit ng damit; naka-itim na polo at pantalong maong pa rin siya. </p><p>Alas-otso y medya, sabi ng alarm clock sa computer table sa kabilang dulo ng kwarto. Alas-dos siya dumating, anong oras ba siya nakatulog? Hindi niya alam. Hindi nga siya makapaniwalang nakatulog siya. Ang mahalaga, nagising pa rin siya sa sariling kama. </p><p>May dilaw na post-it sa monitor ng computer. Maski nagmumuta pa siya, basang-basa niya ang kanyang pangalan (<i>RJ</i>, itim na pentel pen at kalahati agad ng papel). Galing iyon sa tatay niya; ugali na nitong mag-iwan ng post-it kapag may kailangang sabihin at hindi sila magkikita. <i>“Tumawag si Lucy, tulog ka na. Magkita na lang daw kayo bukas.” " Maglinis ka ng kwarto.” “Sa labas ka na kumain mamaya, gagabihin ako ng uwi.”</i> Ganoon ang mga mensahe. Walang I lo-I love you anak; hindi sila mahilig sa kasentihan. Na OK lang naman. Nangilabot nga siya nang minsang makakita ng <i>“Ingat”</i> sa text nito sa kanya. </p><p>Tinatamad pa siyang lumapit para basahin ang nakasulat sa post-it. Kaliwang gilid na lang nito ang nakalapat sa monitor, halatang nagmamadali ang nagdikit. Baka iniwan bago pumasok sa opisina kanina. </p><p>Shit. Pumasok ang tatay niya sa kwarto kanina. </p><p>Hinagilap ng mga mata niya ang susi ng kotse. Sa mesa sa gilid ng kama. Sa harap ng CPU. Sa ashtray na katabi ng radyo. Sa sabitan ng belt sa likod ng pinto. Sa takip ng basket ng labahang damit. Wala. </p><p>Bakit nga ba iniwan pa niya sa glove compartment ang trapong ipinanlinis niya ng kotse? </p><p>Katangahan. Tanga kasi siya. </p><p>Iyon lang ang naiisip niyang dahilan. Ayaw na niyang mag-isip pa ng iba; daragdag lang sa sakit ng ulo niya. Kulang siya sa tulog, nakaririndi pa ang mga bata sa labas. <i>“Taya! Taya!”</i> sigaw ng isang bata. <i>“Hindi ah! Ang dugas-dugas mo kasi!”</i> agad na sagot ng nataya. <i>“Anong madaya? Neknek mo!”</i> </p><p>Hindi minamartilyo sa sakit ang nararamdaman niya sa ulo. Mas malala. Parang may isang nilalang na nakakulong sa kanyang bungo, nagpupumiglas at gustong lumabas. </p><p>Isang batang babae. Lampayatot, hanggang balikat ang buhok, nakasuot ng PE t-shirt at puting shorts. Nagdadabog. Naghuhuramentada sa kanyang utak. Dumadagundong ang mga yabag. Pilit itinutulak ang kanyang mga mata paalis mula sa kanilang mga butas. Handang wasakin ang bungo niya kung kinakailangan. Gusto nitong maglaro. Sa kalye. </p><p>Tumayo siya mula sa kama. Pinulot ang rubber shoes na nakakalat sa sahig, saka naalalang itinago niya ang susi sa loob ng kahon ng sapatos sa ilalim ng kanyang higaan. </p><p>Tama, doon, kasama ng puting panyong napuno ng pinaghalong pawis at dugo. </p><p>Isa pang katangahan. Makahihinga na sana siya nang maluwag. </p><p>Sinigurado muna niyang nasa kahon pa rin ang susi at panyo (kulay lupa na ang mga mantsa ng dugo), saka siya lumapit sa bintana. Natanaw agad niya ang mga naglalaro: limang batang nakapaikot sa isang naka-ponytail. Umiiyak ang batang nasa gitna. Malamang iyon ang nataya. Wala pang isang minuto, tatahan din iyon sa tantiya niya. Magso-sorry ang nandayang taya. Pagkatapos, laro na naman. </p><p>May mga bata pa palang naglalaro sa kalye. </p><p>Akala niya, lahat ng bata ngayon, kung hindi nakababad sa TV, nasa tapat ng computer. Akala niya, extinct na ang taguan, monkey-monkey at Pepsi/7-Up. Walong taon siguro siya nang huling maglaro ng mataya-taya sa tapat ng bahay nila. Third year college na siya. </p><p>Expert siya sa dayaan noong bata. Kapag langit lupa ang laro, kaya niyang pahabain ang kanta huwag lang siya ang mapiling taya (<i>“…Patay! Buhay! A-lis ka na di-yan sa pu-wes-to mo!”</i>). Kahit kapirasong patpat ay nagiging langit kapag siya ang nakatuntong. At maliban sa isang nakipagsuntukan, lahat ng naging kalarong babae ay napaiyak niya. Siya ang hari ng kalye. </p><p>Pero hindi na siya bata; wala na siyang karapatang mandaya. </p><p>Matagal din siyang nakatitig sa kisame kaninang madaling-araw, nag-isip habang nakahilata sa kama. Gaya ng ginagawa niya ngayon habang pinagmamasdan ang mga batang sumira ng umaga niya. </p><p>Matanda na siya; may isip na dapat siya. </p><p>Sa ayaw niya’t sa gusto, meron pang mga batang mahilig maglaro sa kalye, maski mag-aalas-dose na ng gabi at nagkalat ang mga gagong nagmamaneho ng kotse. Sa ayaw niya’t sa gusto, lasing siya nang umuwi galing sa isang birthday party kagabi, at hindi kanya ang kalye. </p><p><i>“Langit! Lupa! Impiyerno…”</i> </p><p>Napupunta kaya sa langit ang lahat ng batang namamatay? Sana. E siya? Asa pa. Alam niyang wala siyang lugar sa langit. Ang problema, ayaw niyang mabulok sa isang kulungan sa lupa. </p><p><i>“Im-im-impiyerno…”</i> </p><p>May pagpipilian pa ba siya? Kung nagkataong walang nakakita sa kanya kagabi, hindi siguro siya namumroblema ngayon. Pero bangag sa alkohol ang kukote niya. Bumaba pa siya ng kotse para tingnan kung ano ang kumalabog nang bigla siyang lumiko sa isang shortcut. Kung nagdire-diretso lang siya sa pagmamaneho, siguradong walang nakatanda sa kotse niya. </p><p><i>“Saksak puso! Tulo ang dugo…”</i> </p><p>Tumili ang mga kalaro ng batang babae. Tatlo o apat na matitining na boses na sinabayan ng magkakasunod na pagtatahulan ng mga aso sa kalye. Isa-isang nagbukasan ang mga ilaw at may ilang naglabasan ng kanilang mga bahay. Saka lang siya natauhan. </p><p>Kitang-kita niya ang duguang batang napailalim sa unahang gulong ng kotse niya. Kumaripas siya pabalik sa driver's seat. Muntik pa siyang masubsob sa aspalto sa pagmamadali; mabuti na lamang at nakakapit siya sa pinto bago tuluyang madapa. Pinaharurot niya ang sasakyan (kung nakaladkad ang bata, hindi na niya napansin) at dalawang oras siyang nagmaneho sa kung saan-saan para matiyak na walang sumunod sa kanya. </p><p><i>“Patay! Buhay! Aaaa-lis!”</i> </p><p>Agad niyang nilinis ang bumper, headlight at gulong pagkagarahe sa bahay. Sa katarantahan, panyo pa ang una niyang ginamit na pamunas bago naisip humanap ng basahan. Ngayon, gusto niyang tawanan ang sarili. Wala naman kasing silbi ang ginawa niyang paglilinis ng kotse kaninang madaling-araw. </p><p>Iniumpog niya ang kanyang ulo sa bakal ng bintana. Paulit-ulit (<i>"Tanga, tanga, tanga..."</i>), saka tumalikod at naglakad patungo sa pintuan. </p><p>Hindi na kailangang idikta ng utak kung saan siya pupunta: sa CR. Nandoon ang medicine cabinet. Kay Satanas din naman ang bagsak niya, uunahan na niya si Kamatayan; kesa sa lupa pa niya unang matikman ang impiyerno. Mga imahe pa lang ng posas, rehas na bakal, barberong kalbo at tatong agila, sinusunog na ang pakiramdam niya. Maswerte na siya dahil wala pang mga pulis na kumakatok sa kanila. </p>Dahan-dahan siyang dinala palabas ng kanyang mga paa, habang ang muling pagsisigawan ng mga naglalaro ay nilunod ng mga hiyaw ng batang nagwawala sa kanyang ulo.Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-9408437714901999162009-10-16T04:01:00.000-07:002009-10-16T04:22:27.118-07:00Lost GenerationIm a part of a Lost generation<br /><br />and i refuse to believe<br /><br />that i can save the world<br /><br />I realize this may be a shock but<br /><br />"happiness comes from within"<br /><br />is a lie and<br /><br />"money will make me happy"<br /><br />so in 30 years i will tell my children<br /><br />they are not the most important thing in my life<br /><br />my employer will know that<br /><br />I have priorities straight because<br /><br />work<br /><br />is more important than<br /><br />family<br /><br />i tell you this,<br /><br />Once upon a time<br /><br />families stayed together<br /><br />but this is not true in my era<br /><br />This is a quick fix society.<br /><br />Experts tell me<br /><br />30 years from now i will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce<br /><br />i do not concede that<br /><br />i will live in a country of my own making<br /><br />in the future,<br /><br />environmental destruction will be the norm<br /><br />no longer can it be said<br /><br />that my peers and i care about the earth<br /><br />it will be evident that<br /><br />my generation is apathetic and lethargic<br /><br />it is foolish to presume that<br /><br />there is hope.<br /><br /><br />AND IT WILL HAPPEN IF WE DIDN'T REVERSE IT.Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-49591862361957094352009-05-28T02:04:00.000-07:002009-05-28T02:06:24.419-07:00The poet i never was<p>This is my way of moving on, of saying goodbye to a love that was never meant to be and was never mine to begin with.</p><p><br />You know, I've never really understood what happened between us...how and why we came to this - not seeing each other for months at a time, barely talking, barely even on speaking terms. But then again, was there ever an us to begin with? We were just friends who kidded about having a relationship. It made us laugh to see others' reactions every time we'd tell them we've gotten together and that we call each other Hugs and Kisses. You always referred to me as "bolt ko" but we both know there's really nothing to it, or at least that was what we owed up to the rest of the world. Even now it would make me smile to think how fast and how far things have gone from there.</p><p><br />Thank you for everything...for taking away my insecurities; for showing me that people do love me for who I am; for making me understand that people I love will hurt me but it doesn't necessarily mean they love me any less, and that when they do hurt me, it is possible to forgive, forget and move on with life; for making me realize it is possible to trust again after getting hurt. Thank you too for giving me the most painful lesson in my life thus far "LOVING SOMEONE WHO HAS ALREADY HAD SOMEONE"...that the moment you love someone you have given her the capacity to hurt you, that how much you hurt is equal to how much you have loved, that getting hurt is proportionate to having too many expectations. Thank you for accepting me and allowing me enough room to grow at the same time...for inspiring me and making me want to become a better person. Thank you for being there when I needed you - for the silly and the serious moments; for making me laugh, smile and cry all at the same time; for holding my hand at PULP summerslam; for giving me a hug and wiping away my tears when I'm sad or confused; for never failing to make me feel better no matter how down or how depressed I've become; for unselfishly sharing my joys and my happiness. Most of all, thank you for making me feel special, for making me feel loved, even if it was so ambiguous and so fleeting I was hardly conscious about it.</p><p><br />I'm sorry things had to come to this - I wasn't supposed to fall in love with you after all, and I wasn't supposed to expect anything to come out of our playing pretend either. But even if everything got so painful, I'm still glad to have known you, to have had you in my life even for just a short while. I've heard people say that while some good things never last others don't even start - I guess that fits us exactly...we could have been good together...good for each other, but then since we never really gave ourselves a chance, things had ended before they even began.<br />I also want to apologize to your BF, sorry that i have fallen for your girl, i didnt mean it, neither did i want to took her away from you, it just happened, in an instant; unexpected.</p><p><br />The moment you read this letter, im already leaving all the stupid thoughts of you and me walking in the beach looking at the sunset, you and me playing with kids, you and me together with bryce and karen giggling around. Because at the end of the day, there's no really you and me. </p>Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-10464312797635900502009-04-25T02:55:00.000-07:002009-04-25T03:07:16.457-07:00The second time around (?)I don’t know what to make of you. The past weekend was just too overwhelming for me. With one moment of mutual boredom and a series of friendster messages and text messages, you were back in my life. <p>Or maybe you just brought me back to the past. To the white walls and red-tiled floors of our common computer shop. To our afternoon strolls and orange sunsets. To the ATM machine and the National Bookstore that witnessed our story. To numerous poems, first dances, and young love.</p><p>I always felt that high school, being one of the best parts of my life, went by too fast. In that fleeting world, we met each other. The usual weird boy started to like the usual famous girl. Eventually, the glances lingered. Eventually, the smiles lingered as well. Eventually, he started to like her too. </p><p> She was his inspiration. He was her welcome distraction. They exchanged stories, ideas and poems. They were friends and wished each other good luck before exams. They shared notes, laughs and jokes. He started to ace his subjects with the inspiration. She started to fail because of the distraction. </p><p>He really like her a lot that he even know all the stuffs about her. With his young heart he loved the first feeling of love. It was more than romantic. It was magical. </p><p> Now, it’s nostalgic. I can’t believe I still remember all this. They were stashed away for years at the back of my mind. </p><p>Now, getting to know you once again, I can say that you’ve changed yet still stayed the same. You’re a mere projection of the fifteen-year-old you. You’ve grown from a good girl to a rebel lady. You’ve matured and took one step towards your dreams. You still value your friends alot. Maybe you still have the same stride and the same look. Maybe you still excel in the things you give your heart to… Maybe… </p><p> The truth is, I don’t know you anymore. I just pretend I do. We’ve both obviously grown since high school, and all I know of you is a fifteen-year-old girl. And you know me as a fifteen-year-old boy. Some things stay the same, but most things change. We’re not fifteen anymore. There’s no romance. No magic. Just reality.<br /></p><p>I was in rage when i discovered what you've done to me. Our supposed to be <span style="font-style: italic;">Perfect Relationship</span> were just broken by just one weakness, <span style="font-weight: bold;">falling in the idea of falling for someone</span>. That hurts me alot. I dont even know why im still talking to you. I really dont know<br /></p> Some believe in rekindling old flames. Some say that once there’s a spark, the flame will never die out. I believe that old flames can be blown out just as easily as they can be rekindled. I know, because that’s what I did.Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-5816342122987066132009-04-15T00:32:00.001-07:002009-04-15T00:32:30.133-07:00GOD, You're FIRED!God is a bad sales man.<br /><br />He shows you this product you couldn't have cared less about if He hadn't intervened. So there's this product, right? And yeah, you admit, it looks okay. You nod--it looks okay. But you shake your head right after--you don't need that right now. So God throws you His salesman smile.<br /><br />That's when you get stuck with the sales talk.<br /><br />God begins showing you everything this product can do. And man, it can do a lot. It can make your life so easier, provide you with entertainment, make you feel a little more secure, increase your confidence, have you smiling a bit more even. And you nod--yeah that's great. Then you shake your head right after--you already have other things performing those tasks for you right now. So God throws you another smile, bigger this time.<br /><br />And He shows you how different this is from everything that you have. And how you're one of the special ones He so importantly chose to even just check out the product. Then He gets into further details about how this is like nothing you've ever seen before He tells you how it's only a limited offer and it's for a very low price right now. All you need to do is to say you want it--no commitments.<br /><br />And so you start thinking. Hmmm, no commitments aye? So all you need to do is to say you're interested? Well, yeah--God says, almost hesitantly. He begins to seem like the offer isn't available anymore so you look at Him with a quizzical expression on your face. God sighs--well, I have to see that you really want it, because of course I'm gonna give it to the one with the best offer. It's really in demand, He adds.<br /><br />So you begin your own sales talk. You tell Him that ok, you're willing to shell out this much--and that's an amount well beyond what you can actually spend. You say that you're really intent in buying the thing you're willing to do probably some overtime so you can afford it. You say you're really going to make ways and move mountains if only you can have it. And that if He wants He can even check up on it after you've closed the sale to see how good you're taking care of it.<br /><br />And He nods like He's convinced and you think that it's a done deal. But of course it's not. Because like I said, God is bad salesman. Why, you ask? It's out of stock, God shrugs and walks away. Sorry.<br /><br />And you find yourself exacty the way you were when you got there, but disappointed. Because now you feel like you're lacking something. You feel incomplete because of this thing you never even had--something you got convinced could be good for you and make life a lot better and it just so turns out that however much you'd be willing to invest, it's just impossible to have.<br /><br />But ok, I take it back. God isn't a bad salesman. He isn't bad at all. I mean, He almost made the sale had the product been available. So He's good. He just has a sick sense of humor.Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4919870035064657594.post-48944085496534427032009-04-15T00:28:00.000-07:002009-04-15T00:29:27.281-07:00Ako ba si Wolverine?Napansin ko siya minsan, hindi ko maalala kung papa'no. Basta na lang, isang araw. Ayun.<br />Naramdaman ko. Naramdaman lang, hindi naiintindihan. Hindi rin pwedeng hawakan, laging nagpupumiglas.<br /><br />Wala siyang tiwala kahit kanino. Ang angas! Parang lahat ng gaw'in ko, may itinatagong masamang layunin laban sa kanya. Kapag wala naman akong ginawa, pakiramdam niya nagpaplano pa lamang ako ng kung ano para maipahamak siya.<br /><br />Talaga nga naman. Naalala ko pa, minsan kinausap ko. Masinsinan ba, para naman may makuha akong kahit konting impormasyon tungkol sa kanya. Aba, nagalit! Kaya daw ako nagtatanong ng mga bagay tungkol sa kasaysayan niya para pwede ko na siyang paalisin. Kasi nga naman, kung alam naman pala niya kung nasaan siya dapat, e di dapat nandun siya. Gusto kong magpaliwanag at sabihing totoo man yun, hindi naman ibigsabihing kapag nakita na niya ang nakatadha niyang kalulugaran e iiwanan ko na siya. Pinabayaan ba man lang ako magsalita? Hinde.<br /><br />Kaya kung magsama kami ngayon, parang hindi kami magkakilala. Hindi kami nag-uusap, pwera na lamang kung kinakailangan talaga. Sa'kin naman, ayos lang 'yun. Hindi naman ako mahilig mamilit, e sa 'yun 'yung gusto niya e di pabayaan. Isa pa, parang mas marami pa akong nalalaman tungkol sa kanya kapag pinabayaan ko na lang siya mag-isa.<br /><br />Halimbawa, napansin kong magaling siyang makiramdam sa paraang angat sa mga kauri niya. May alam siyang kung ako lang mag-isa, siguradong hindi ko man lang mapupuna. Ibang klase ang kanyang paningin, may mga nakikita siyang mga bagay na hindi ko maipaliwanag kung pa'no niya napansin. Isa pa, pakiramdam ko ang laki na ng itinanda ko mula nung panahong una ko siyang nakita, pero siya, parang hindi tumatanda. At hindi pa rin nagbabago. Ayaw pa ring magtiwala.<br /><br />Nung una nga, hindi ko talaga maunawaan. Ang lakas-lakas niya kaya! Yun bang isang tingin mo pa lang sa kanya, alam mo nang hindi mo kayang kalabanin. Kaya kapag natatakot 'yun, talagang litung-lito ako. Minsan nga gusto ko nang sabihin, "Sa lakas mong yan, ang duwag duwag mo! E kayang-kaya mo naman! Kapag pa nasaktan ka, napakabilis mo din naman maghilom! Ano ba'ng problema mo?"<br /><br />Buti na lang hindi ko tinanong. Dahil nalaman ko lang nitong mga huling araw kung saan niya nakuha ang paraan ng pagtatanggol sa kanyang sarili. Isang mahaba at masalimuot palang pagpapakasakit ang dinaanan niya para maging ganito. At ngayon ko rin lang napansin na sa bawat pagkakataong kinakailangan niyang lumaban para protektahan ang kanyang sarili nasasaktan pa rin siya. Mabilis nga namang gumaling yung mga sugat, pero kahit ako aaming wala nang mas nakakadala pa sa pilat ng pag-alaala.<br /><br />Kaya ngayon, kung kailan tanggap na yata namin parehong hindi na namin malalaman kung sa'n siya nagmula, talagang hindi ko na siya pinapakialamanan. Kung may malaman man kami, eh kung baga, karagdagan na lamang 'yun. Alam naman niya kung ano ang ginagawa niya at marunong naman siyang alagaan ang kanyang sarili.<br /><br />Ang tanging kahilingan ko na lang para sa kanya, sana dumating ang panahong matanggal na sa kanya ang mga pananggol niya. Alam kong hindi maaaring isa na namang mahaba at labis na paghihirap ang padaraanan niya para mangyari 'yon. Pero ang naiisip ko namang rason kung bakit kailangang mangyari ulit sa kanya yon ay dahil sa panalanging darating din ang araw, hindi na niya kailangan ipagtanggol ang kanyang sarili. Wala nang saysang pang hindi magtiwala. Wala nang rason upang matakot.Le Descorde C'est Moihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12514179256155016638noreply@blogger.com0